Busy... ...

Days passed. Now, I can even talk about it in months.
Surprisingly, December'08 will come to an end soon. I can say nothing more than just to thank all who sent me their Christmas greetings.
Work has ended for me. During this period of time, many things had propped up& all of our staffs had overcome it.Despite the challenges we've faced, coupled up with a few of them leaving earlier, I'm still glad that the whole thing has ended beautifully. Hey, I know the pay is low, but what's more important is the experience and the effort I've actually placed in for the whole month okay!
Talk about perseverance, not many people have it. It's my first job that lasted for a whole month and I've proved to myself I can do it if I want, as well to my dad. Okay.
Fine. I just want to rest for now& continue reading up my books. I've yet to finish it up! ;D Got to push harder!

Work

The Day before yesterday, I went to CHIJ with Kaien.
Well, danced danced & just danced. Finally did a jete after such a long time not dancing.
It sure is tiring. Guess my muscles are all tightened up.

Yesterday was kinda like a defining day for me.
First, I went back to Jurong& helped out. Alone. ;D
All of them arent freee! Gosh. It's okay, its over anyway.
Then after that, Queenie's husband drove me to work @ Taka . lol!. Basically, I got a free ride there. No need for a taxi, no need to pay.
Then talked alot on the car. Her husband's funny.!
Comeon. He's DIFFERENT okay! Not like some Cheena person I know.
Gosh. She's really gotten up my nerves.
She can just give Gary and YuXiu the eagles award!
She can go !?@!@ Just to like you know how mad I am at her...>>> FUCK


People who know me will know I'll NEVER & I can SWEAR never said that word. She made me say that. See how mad I am with her? She made me feel so vulgar now.

It's not just this time. many times before, I tired to tolerate so that I'll not affect the juniors. Gosh. Give me a break. I've graduated and I will not care a bit about her.
But still, I'll say'Sorry Juniors. '

Anyway, I apologise for my rudeness if it doesnt apply to you. If it does, I'm not rude at all. How I wish I can just give you a tight slap. Gosh. What am I thinking.
Dont learn from me please.
Learn lessons from us and please her. !$!@#!@ Make your life easier. Our batch hasnt been her liking. It's not like I care. She isnt OUR liking as well.
Mdm Oh. Please come back. I foresee the future of Modern Dance.
And I foresee no dance chalet this year. Sighs
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Anw. Work @Taka is fun. Im using glue gun, driller etc. It's so much fun! Compared to the mundane Lamination job I did earlier, it's a earth&Heaven to me. Though compared to the lamination job, the time spent would be longer, but at the very least, I'm enjoying it. I'm actually looking forward to work tomorow. And I was complaining to Dad why wasnt there work today. lol. I wna meet up with Jasmine& Joan! They're the first few I've worked with actl. Sounds fun to me! Gotta sleep for now!. bye!

Filled up

All these days were just filled up with various activities. Be it work, home, anything.
Nowadays, it's me and just ... me. I've been wondering whether I've time for the books that I've borrowed from the library. Ever since I've borrowed them, I've just touched half of the book. Talk about my dreams. Yeah.
I've been trying very hard to focus, but it just doesn't seem right. Many things are bothering me now, which I think they are considered to be just some trival matters to me.
Well, I should be glad that I'm actually getting used to the lamination job that I have or rather to say I'm fine with the job, though I just seem to be like any factory worker who does their chorus again and again.
Nevertheless, I've got the hang of it on the second day, so everything's fine for me. In fact, the supervisor kept giving me the huge workload and say 'I know you can do it'.
These words are so encouraging despite the big stack that I've got to laminate each time. Well, it's a whole new experience aye.
Coming up after the lamination job, its out with friends and the new job that I've got at Takashimaya. I'm pretty excited though I've only 5 days off the wholetime, which considered is alot. With a whole new working environment and the people I've to interact to, I think it's going to be a pleasurable one.
Not forgetting that only 3 out of all the ones that have went for the interview were selected, in addition of the other 3 who have worked for Mrs Tong before, I think I've to work doubly hard.
Ain't I lucky? haha.
The only thing I've to fuss about is that Shirui, Yuhui & Clare didnt get in. Everything's down to me and myself to handle and adapt to.
Talking about excited, it's because... I've work during the Class chalet days? No doubts it'll be tiring for me, but it's going to be fun. I've got my Christmas eve off, and my Christmas day spent for work in the afternoon shift. What a Packed Month for me.
Now, I've got my schedule.

Just to say, so sorry to someone. I've applied for leave, which is the intended one for the whole schedule, but I've to cover up for my colleague on that day. I'm really really sorry.

Ughh. Well. Some ups and downs here are just inevitable. Got to get used to it, or change it. ;D
Off to Neopets!

Work.Play.Gosh

Today's the last day before my work starts. ughh. It's alright.
I've got the lamination job and the promoter job at Takashimaya. Well, that's not too bad, considering the fact that there's a Kinokuniya!Woohoo. I looveee that store alot! Moreover, I'm prepared for my money to be spent on the stationaries. Gosh. That will take up quite a load from my salary I gather.
I'm getting my schedule for the work on Sunday, so I cant say I'm not free on this certain day. Neither can I say I'm not free, it's all down to the 'time-table' all the way till Christmas.
This period of time, it's in and out of house in search of jobs as well as to makeup for the time that I didnt go out. It was a combination of both fun and tire.

Guess what? I'm back to play maple. 0.o Can someone save me? I think that it's enough to save me from my boredom, but. but. Okay. It doesnt matter. Yuhui's playing so I'll go and acc. her. Moreover, Christmas is approaching! There'll be more quests and free items for grabs. I'm certainly not going to miss them out! haha. okay. In the meantime of downloading it for the new patch, I shall go blogshopping!
I did a few days ago. Bought 6 items? gosh. But it's only $15.05 inclusive of the handling fees. Okay. It's quite worth it in some sense.
Most likely, I'll be going out later with PEOPLE. lol. Guess have to ask mum whether she needs me to acc her to Cold Storage. Her knees are hurting her. So... there's no confirm answer for now.
;D got to go!

It's time for gathering!

Okay. This a a blogpost for information. Although as much as i want to write a post to celebrate the end of exams but oh well, i've loads of things to do. That's great isnt it?
here goes...
This is a reminder to all Jurong Secondary students who have finished their O levels. ( I'm not sure the Normal Tech. 'N' levels Students are involve though, sorry!)

The School Alumni has kindly organised a final gathering so that everyone of us can get together. There're some actvities that will be carried out, so here are some of the details.
Day and Date: Saturday, 22nd November 2009
Venue: School Hall
Time: 0930-1130
Attire: Up to you.
**Refreshments provided.**
I think thats all. Yeah. so. .. You're encouraged to be there. (: Spread around! I think most of the people are unaware that we can wear our casual wear there.

That all! bye!

I wanna go out!

Went out with mom today.
It was totally boring . opps.
Anyway, I'm seeing her EVERYday.
Maybe I should go out tomorrow. But I no idea where to go. =/
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Comeon' Decide on oneeeee.

I've finally cleared my room of books. x?!@v@@z#df$j%i^&*
Yeah, I did. On a note, my room's still contained with the stuffs for the last three papers.
x?!@v@@z#df$j%i^&*
okaayyy... I'll stop.
I'm just so indecisive hereee!
I went on the forum and hopped around to find out more on the dog anatomy.
*Pulls hair*
Mom and me went to the library and read up on a few books. So... when we had decided on the books to borrow, we found that none of us brought our library pass. x?!@v@@z#df$j%i^&*
Okay. It's alright. There's something known as internet and thus, the reason why I was hopping around in the forums.
On a side note,I saw WeiJian? Laughs. It was mom who recognised him.
She asked me" Is that your friend? He looks familiar..."
When I turned my head, he was right in front of me and he walked past without noticing.
It was hilarious. How I wish I could tape that down. Wait. No.
I'll exclude the part that I nearly choked and I dirtied my shirt. ;D
Anyway, I saw a few others at Jurong Point as well. Grace, Esther, Michelle, Hui Hsing.

So back to the forum...
Biomedical Science can get me into veterinary science!
*pinches myself* No one's convinced. Neither mom nor dad.
Moreover, there's up to a maximum of 2 years exemption for UQ. But.! They're still not convinced. Neither am I.
So... ... I mailed UQ. I'm seriously excited to see their reply. I had like so many burning questions before and I finally poured them all out. Let's just say, I've asked more than 10 questions. Yeah. That was the load.
If poly is able to, I've an alternative and I'm definitely persuing it even it takes an extra one more year for me. Yes!
Smile. Smile.Smile.
Now, I'm more determined to do better. wahahaha

I got myself a job?

So. Social Studies paper's over.
What I've got to say is that this is a paper with certain level of difficulty though I finished it.
Oh well... but the essay was alright. 2 out of the three was the one I studied for the test, so I can say I should be quite safe.
The remaining papers aren't that taxing so I think it should be quite fine.

Today, after i reached home, I thought for awhile about what part-time jobs should I take on.
I flipped open the classified portion of Straits times that was dated some time back. And I found myself a job. TaDah! ==
I have no idea whether I can do it no matter how optimistic I can be. Wait. Waitress? me?
I must be kidding. Yet, the thing is I AM really going to be one. Five star hotel? Slap me mannnnn.
This is seriously a huge opportunity for me to actually work besides distributing flyers and helping out my grandpa at his office.
Despite being able to work in such a place, I still prefer a pet shop. Too bad there aren't one out there for me.
It's alright though. I've plan to help out in SPCA or the zoo as a volunteer if I get the chance. Maybe I should, after I start lessons next year I'll help out during the weekends.
So that's my plan for now.
I neeeeeeeeeeed to get some hands-on experience with animaaaaaaals!
Okay.
bye!

It's not about winning...

O levels had started since a week or so.
Well... It also means that I've not been on net for that period of time. I'm pleased. (:
English, Mathematics, Additional Mathematics, Chemistry, Physics, Biology, Elective Geography...
The worst are over for me. Especially Physics and Amaths.
Well, talk about luck, I didn't have one for Physics though.
Paper 2 consisted of so many topics but the back few of the textbook.
A few of them pushed the blame to Mr Tan to feel a tad better. I don't have anything against that cause' I'm the few though. ;D
Yet, we can't actually blame everything on him. He didn't say directly that the last few topics will be out for paper 2, he just merely said that the last few topics will distinguish an A1 student from an A2 student.
People like me just inferred. Yeah. Whatever.
I haven't been pinning hopes on this subject so it's okay. Moreover, many felt it was difficult.
But should it be labeled as difficult? I mean if we have focused on the front few chapters, it actually ain't that hard to score huh?

On the other hand... Biology was a whole different thing.
One. It was supposedly to be a new syllabus.
Two. The questions that came out was from the front few chapters.
Three. None on the questions were from the new topics.
I didn't see much people cursing and swearing. :/

During this period of time, Demi Lovato and the Jonas Brother's songs have been accompanying me. I even dreamt of Kevin Jonas. Oh. Talk about that, I screamed and jumped about the whole day cause of that. I mean, a celebrity in my dreams. Whoa!
Even if it was Obama or Mc Cain, I'll do the same. :D

anyway!anyway. We've a new member in our family. Muffin!
Mum wants it. I paid for it. ==
There goes months and months of my saved money. Cats aint cheap nowadays.
$850 for a ragamuffin is still alright. That's why I agreed. :/
But exotic is around $1800 plus or so.
Forget about it. I don't mind. Anyway, after O levels, I'm hoping to get a part-time as well... Just for the holidays. Save moneyyyyyyyy!
Okay. Before that, it's Social Studies, Chinese and the 3 sciences' Paper one.
ohhhhh...It's gonna end soooon. Yes!
bye!

Big day.

Ughh. I lost my data. I'll post next time.
Anyway,I'm looking forward to organise that candle light dinner.!?!
Haha. It just excites me with whatever ridiculous ideas I have right now.
Shirui and me came out with something. ahem. laughs.
bye

Feel of Accomplishment.

As usual, I woke up in the morning and reached school at bout' 8 plus.
I was nearly late for physics lesson. Okay, seriously I felt guilty for not studying physics for my prelims. To be exact, I just barely touched it. There you have it.Thus, my name's on the list outside the staffroom. It's kind of embarrassing though, no. It's totally embarassing. =/
Anyway, I've found a way to study in the library in peace if not for those who were singing and listening to their music so loud ,I would've finished my chemistry paper even earlier.
Comeon' it's with earpiece and I can hear it. *sigh*
Anyway, I finished a chemistry paper plus half of another. *screams and dances around*
It's a huge achievement for me. Hey! It includes checking of answer plus consulting teacher plus my answers are rather near for paper 2. How great of a feeling would it beeeee?

So, we skipped English lesson today. =/

Wait. Listen.
We went and Mr lam's not there. Okay,done. End of explanation. ;D

So instead, we sat down ,or rather,stand and debated about what to wear for Graduation Lunch.
I'm pissed, seriously. I remembered someone from our class that said we'll be wearing class tee for our graduation lunch. Now, we have to prepare something to wear by today or tomorrow when they said we can't wear class tee.
It's either we never recieve the infomation and they knew it sometime ago or either they knew it recently. If it's recently then there's nothing much to be pissed about.
I don't know, so I'll just say, I'm not happy. None of us are and our heads' are aching from getting something to wear for Grad Lunch.
From our survey we did ( not really. ), many will be wearing Dress, skirts,Swimshorts(?).
Anyway, my point is, it'll be FORMAL.
Oh did I not mention about being Formal? Nevermind.
Oh. You've heard about spending $100+ for Grad Lunch.
It's $100+ and exclusive of the $30 lunch fees. Sheesh.
Guess the few of us really have to dig something out from the 'pile of dung' we have at home. ;D
Anyway, Ying Siew and me finally got something together, from my house. Haha.
I've no idea about the others, but I'm excited to see what are they going to dig out from the 'pile of dung' they have at home.
Not forgetting a day or two ago, Yuehua told me and gave an early congratulation for getting an award for the upcoming Grad Lunch.
Yeah. Thanks.
Lucky it's her not Yang. =x
An award for Grad Lunch aye. Never heard of it. I don't even know what award I'm getting.
Anyway, it's about dance or something like that.

This reminds me of my lunch that I had in canteen today after physics.
I became a waitress(?)
It's for that few seconds but yeah I was one. I served for Ms Ng (volleyball teacher) and YANG!
*hits wall. Bangs wall*
It doesnt seem like I have a choice back then when the uncle politely requested me to help him.

We went home at around 2pm near 3pm I gather.
It was early. Infact, the earliest timing. saw Queenie at the bus stop and she asked us about joining the performance next year in March. Yeah.
*jumps about*
Sorry about that. I'm glad that I get to dance again. My muscles must have tighten. =x
Gotta work on it again like before. Streching Streching and more streching.

Okay. On a last note, Help stop Animal Abuse.
Okay. It's random, but I'm not joking. Help stop Animal Abuse. (:

Gosh! look at the time now.

Gosh. Look at that ticking countdown timer. =x
Well... ... so sorry to make you feel the tension of "xxx" with me, but if you don't feel it now, there should be some problem with you. Ahem.I guess.
I am having some problems, that's why you're seeing me blogging more and more often, and have even come to an extent of placing a countdown timer in my blog.
A way of releasing stress, as well as a way to induce stress.

I've got so many things to do, so little time.
Back to school as early as 8am had proved me something.
I can concentrate nowhere. This is a bad sign. A very bad one.
At least,at home, I have water and food easily available, so I've come to a conclusion that home is still the best.
Seriously,the intensity of the library had gotten my nerves up. Oh. Not forgetting that you have friends that will disturb you along the way. Control me. Comeon' control me.
I need to exercise self-control.
Anyway, although time's not on my side, i'll try to finish up as many as possible.
I can't see my future *cries*
Wait. I can see... ... ... ... ... ...


Nothing.

Arghh...
As much as I want to do well for this O levels, as much as I want to stay pessimistic to the least, but I don't think I'll do well for this round.
Last lap, last round. I think I haven't done my best. Be it last year or this year, my results aren't reflecting on what I'm supposed to get. Guess that's the result of laziness plus being ignorant.
Even at times, that few class tests that I've studied for are those that I think I did my best. Overall, it's not well. Nichole. Not well.
Nevermind. Even it may be not well, but let's just say I'll be giving my best no matter what.
Whatever the marks that are given, accept it. This is not my best and my best will defintely be the next insituition I'm in.
Great. I've given myself a goal even before I'm placed anywhere. Sheesh.
Well, there's nothing to lose anyway. Moreover, the next one is the ultimate deciding factor to my future. haha. kiddding. No future talk first.
Os.Os.Os.Concentrate.Concentrate.Concentrate.
Good. bye (:
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Get over it! (:

Journey back and forth to Malaysia and back to Singapore has utterly tire my out.
Well, today's the last though. No more, Nichole. No More.
Well, guess have to say goodbye to the old me, and welcome the new me. Smile. (:
Recently, I have been telling myself to get hold of myself, don't lose myself and keeping smiling.
It sure was hard, but it's part of life. Come on, get over it Nichole.
Yeah. I have to and I will.

I really hope to have a day or two worth of break. Yet, looking at the current load of work I have on my hands, short breaks are considered a luxury.
A complete whole week of mourning and stuffs, held me back from revision.
When I've come to realize how much I have left to do, I could just jolly well drop my jaws and say " WHAT?!?"
Yeah. Anyway, music is my therapy for the moment.
Of recent, I've been listening to English songs. Guess I've finally got my phone's music bank filled with more English songs than Mandarin Songs.Miraculously, my Japanese songs are more than Mandarin Songs.Gosh, all filled with Misia, Ayumi Hamasaki and Tainaka Sachi's songs.
There's this sense of achievement in me. Ha ha.
You can say I'm in love with singers who can do high pitch . I'm filled with admiration. ;D
It's not that Mandarin songs sucks or anything, but just a change in taste.
Could you imagine how much of influence Disney channel is ? Gosh. I friggin' love their shows.
Please, not cartoon. But I admit I'm still childish. ;D
Oh. I remembered that Camp Rock song, by Demi Lovato feat. Joe Jonas. This is me.
I've been listening this song repeatedly over and over again, be it Acoustic version or the original one.
The lyrics are... real...
" This is real this is me, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now. Gonna let the light shine on me."
How I wish I could sing bravely like her. Not to forget, she's pretty as well. Oh, engrossed. ~
You can just say Disney Channel is an international platform to reach fame and status.
Yet, its also a place scrutinizing your mistakes and demanding a lot from one.
Who in the world could really break out of this confined area in Singapore, limiting their potential, without moving out into other places? It difficult. In some case, some might say impossible.
Irony,y'know. Impossible consist of 'I'- 'M'-'Possible'.

Seriously, I want to try a guitar. I wonder how it feels like. Composing songs and such. It should feel quite nice, I think. But I have no idea how it works. Maybe I should just get someone to help me. I can't even understand the guitar tab online, let alone play them. Sheesh.
First, get a guitar. My first step.
Second, try to figure the anatomy and such plus the tabs (?!?)
Last, find someone to help. Anyone can? Then I can save my money. Laughs. The basics will do.
If I am really to study overseas, I really hope I can play the guitar once in awhile to ease myself.
Anyway, Piano is expensive. Moreover, no one brings their piano over with them because of this kind of reason. Please~
My piano is rotting at home. *Screams*
And the pedal's not working. Hello?! ;D
It sounds weird without the pedals. But it not like I cant live without it.

I'm getting tired of the Os. It lasts a whole month. * scratches head*
It's a torture for me. Why can't it just hurry and get over with it.
Okay, I'm being inconsiderate, I know, there are tons of people doing different kind of papers around the world. Yeah yeah. Just let me do all the complaining. It makes me feel better.

Next week, I'm going back to school.
English lessons. Shirui told me I'm one of the ten who're involved in the situational writing lesson.
Can you see how far I've come to reach a fail in my situational? From an A1 to a fail. * Roars*
It just gets demoralizing.
Mr Lam could just teach and demoralize you further when he say it's easy and such.
Yeah, it seems easy, but it's not.
I can't seem to get pass this point because I feel that even you're a doctorate in English, it doesn't mean it's easy to get your marks.
Talk about Mr Lam, he just barely pass when he did comprehension with us. Yeah right.
So I've come to a conclusion, it's easier said than done.
Final.
I feel that English is a subject that takes time. Look at those authors that took like several months to complete a book. It's not just about an hour or so. I feel that its more than that.
So certainly, I don't like they way they're testing us. Arghh.
Never mind that I can't comprehend, just let nature take its course, like said, as long as you try, even if the results aren't what you wished, at least you know you've given your best. There's nothing to be sad about.

Now. REVISION! bye. ;D

Tears I never wanted.

I didn't know that I contained so much tears within me.
My first.
The one and only time I cried so much. The one and only time that I cried for 3 whole hours. When the news got to my ears in the middle of the night, I just couldn't believe it. Hit me, Slap me. I hoped that it was a dream.

/start.
Why now? Of all time now? Why? You were joking with me few days ago about my school's principal to extend how young you still were.
Reality does it all as I drench myself in tears.
Certainly, I didn't want to accept anything and everything those people told me.
When I saw you, you were there. You are always there for me. For everyone you love. Suddenly, I'm guilty for pretending to stay strong in front of everyone else for a whole 2 solid hours.
When I stepped out of the building, I broke down.
So sorry that I couldn't stay strong, strong enough to not let you see me cry.
So sorry that couldn't fake a smile even at the last minute.
I may be dumb at times, even now. I must be kidding myself.You couldn't possibly see me cry, but I know you did.
I felt weak all the sudden.
You're not there anymore any longer to guide me , to laugh at me, to help me keep secrets, to make me feel safe. I'm totally like a lost mice.

You had to go, and I'm not forgiving you for not saying a goodbye even I know you wanted to, not forgiving you for making me cry. I'm not forgiving you for leaving without sharing the things that you wanted to.
You are so un-forgiven.
There will not be anymore next time with you, even if I wanted.

But i still want to thank you.
Thank you for giving me so much memories.
Thank you for guiding me.
Thank you for celebrating my birthday with me.
Thank you for your birthday gift.
Thank you for sharing your stories with me.

Remember the times we played with the candles while we're young?So many. Remember?
Please bring these memories along, don't leave it all behind for me to contain. I just couldn't.
Lastly, I thank you very much. No one in this world can disturb you from your slumber sleep,so sleep and rest well.
I love you. Everyone loves you and bring it all together with you on the journey you're going to embark on.
goodbye.
/end.

Probably, I wouldn't be going to school tomorrow. I got a hang of myself.
I'm feeling so much better.
The masters are going to do some sort of ritual kind of things tomorrow. yeah.
So sorry jiejie and meimei in school. Couldn't acc. you guys tomorrow.
This is going to be the worst Hari Raya holiday I'm getting. Talk about luck.
*sigh*

F1 Results!

Alonso won!
He looked COOL~ ><
And. I won my bet. laughs.
It does look kind of dumb to place bet on him when he had a 15th placing for the start.
But i did it before the qualifying rounds. ;D
Anyway, he did great sustaining his standard at the back portion.
On the other hand, Massa really had to be brought from heaven to hell. Whoops.
My brother and brother was practically screaming at the television.
If not for the Safety Car.
If its not for the technical problems . Pitstop blunder.
Comeon, from first to last? It's sort of ridiculous.
He'll do better next round. I dont see any reason he wouldnt be in the top three if those didn't happen.
Not forgetting the golden moments... ...
One of them was when Massa nearly hit the bend, he did a quicky turn and head back into the tracks. The next moment, A Force India's driver didnt expect his turn and went heads-on hitting on the bend.
Stunned.
The other one would be when Kimi Rai skid and hit the bend.
He's always the one who have to back-out at the last few rounds. Such a pity. Haha!
Lastly, its Alonso who went for his pitstop which was a fast 6.6 seconds and joined back on the tracks with a ranking of 2nd to 5th position. ( Was it Alonso? Or Kimi Rai? Hmmm..)
Anyway. F1's Over. And I'm facing another O. Sheesh.
Gotta buck up and blog lesser.
I'm using my study-nono time to do this. laughs.
Offically, 10pm is my study-nono. Hopefully. * gulps*
Before 10 will be " get your butts moving" time. ;D
Weeeeeee-----------------------
Sleep people! Sleep! Goodnight! (:

F1 Race

Qualifying race for the F1 race was spectacular.
For me , it contained lots of surprises.
After watching, it sure had me pinpointing and start rambling about this and that.
Alonso screwed up his qualifying race ending with a disappointing 15th place. argh.
Then Massa clinched Singapore's pole, followed by Hamilton then Kimi.
A day ago when I saw the news about the racers' final practice, Alonso piped Hamilton.
I wasn't expecting something so drastic here.
When I was following closely, it just struck me when his car stopped.
Fuel Supplying problems I think.
What a waste. He's mad as well, he could be seen clutching his head in fury.
The race ended like an hour ago, and I did a search for the qualifying round report, hoping to find out more on Alonso's unexpected stop. I found one. Only ONE report.
Look how realistic it can get, reports were so vague and just brushed it off by stating that it wasn't his day or so. Sheesh... ... He could be well in the top 5 if not for the fuel problem.
Oh well, all the best to him for the remaining ones.
Even if this race is screwed up, even of this whole championship is screwed up, we cant deny the fact that he actually could come up the fastest during the practice with such a bumpy and unfamiliar street circuit. Thumbs up for him!
Keep going on yeah! (:
Singapore's street circuit sure is bumpy and tough.
Looking on the brighter side, Singaporeans and many fans out there are expecting something more from the racers tomorrow. Let the F1 fever engulf everyone!
I'm getting so excited here. Ha ha.
I've been watching and following every race closely mates!
I've requested Dad to help me place bets for this race. Hmm. I'm not expecting from my predictions though.
Anyway, I'm hoping Dad could bring us out tomorrow for dinner. I'm getting all piped up imagining myself in the crowd. Kind of excited here~
I'm predicting something as well.
I'll just dump my books in a corner, ignore them and engage myself in the race. Until then, I'll be able to get to my book totally.
F1 is such a huge distraction for me. Comeon Nichole.
Focus!
First, I shall get myself to watch some videos first then off to bed I go. Bye!

Pizza Hut Hunt.!

School is a fresh new day today!
In the morning, it welcomed me with a refreshing smell of the rain.It felt great.
I really hope it rain for a few days continuously, it felt so great after days of torture under the infernal sun.
Okay. It ain't that SERIOUS~
But it's the worst I've seen. You can say that I am one who hasn't seen the world yet, and you're right anyway :p
I just love the rain in Singapore. Regardless of the intensity of it, be it a lil drizzle or a huge thunderstorm.
Anyway, back to school, Ms Seeto isn't here.
This is REAL miracle.Gosh. A few times in a lifetime.fine, two years of teaching with us. :)
School nowadays is more of like a self-study area.
I mean how many teachers came today for us or me?
two? three? and how many actually did stand down right in front and gave a lecture?
Yes. Our one and only Mr Lam.
All with the 'situational writing is the easiest to score' talk all along for hell knows how long? laughs.
Special Mention: Sellek and WeiJian
Sellek's just being irritating that's all. haha. I mean in a fun way. Not that kind of ihateyou irritating.
WeiJian's just being kind and returned Sr's library book that she left in class. It's Fun-ney.

So, today, went out with Shirui, YingSiew and YuHui.
Saw a few seniors on the way.
Pizza Hut. I had 5 refills please? and ys had 6 i think.
However, i ate more than her. *laughs hysterically*
So sorry for the sudden manner, that's ys's signature laughter when she's mad by the way.
You'll never imagine how hysterical she can be until you meet her. understand and most importantly see for yourself.
I bet you won't regret. Ha ha.
So we sat down at pizza hut for like hours. I have no idea exactly how long. But long enough to see a few customers who came way later than us leave.
anyway, it Loooooooooong.
They were competing who could finish the most cups of Pepsi.huh?!?
In the end, I was dragged into it.
Anyway, i just wanted to drink, not like i wanted to compete or what. It's definitely fun!
Ys was in a condition that she could walk like a chimp.
Give it a try. Drink 6 cups of pepsi. In addition,1 pan pizza of your very own plus 2 chicken wings. Now, hunch your back with your bag on and walk like that the whole day. That's was hw she felt.
Sr? As usual, her laughter attracted people's attention.
And i was sitting INFRONT of her.
I'm practically in the DANGER zone.
You've might not have tried before, but she'll be the driest and you'll be the wettest.
Well, I was lucky enough to escape that for today.
YuHui and I just entertained and be entertained.
Walked more and searched for Zhihui's present.
Gosh! It's a Doreamon Pillow. GOODLUCK Zhihui!
Not to mention she's lucky enough that she wont have to bring that thing around Jurong point.
It's the ultimate embarrasment.
A week ago or so, this bunch of girls presented me the ultimate, memorable gift.
... ...
Bolster.
Career Fair was on that same day and I was like a dumb kid hugging her bolster.
My very habit is that i tend to hug on the things i hold on my hands. Well, provided it's hugg-able. (:
Moreover, i had to meet mum that day at Jurong Point.
There was one junior beside who said to his friend:" Aiyo. So Big already still carry bolster around."
There was another who had similar comments.
Lastly, mum made a comment in a joking manner," Give me the names of the people who gave you this present!"
It's a fun and memorable week with friends and family.
Learn to treasure every precious moment you have with them. (:

Oh. Not forget to 'THANK' kel and dean for that memorable meetup aye.
'THANK YOU VERY MUCH.' ==

News News News!

I turned off my mugging mode for a moment, just to give myself a short little break.
Comeon' Physics Kill. Thermal Transfer of Heat is the deadly killer. And that's the next chapter I have to handle.
It reminds me of the times the trainee teacher taught us this chapter.
Disastrous.Perhaps we were too stringent of her. I mean, she's a trainee after all.
But the aftereffect is... okay... not that good.
Go on. Go ask a few in my class and you'll understand how reluctant they are to even start on this chapter. For me, I'll skip this as much as I can.
Despite knowing how much it costs me for not touching that chapter and it being always in Section B of Paper Two, I'll still skip it.
There goes a saying"Leopard never changes its spots."
Guess 'leopard does changes it's spot' cause I'm going to do that chapter after i finish my blogging here.Serious.

Anyway,my default homepage is yahoo. You know, they like to place the new information on the front page and stuffs?
Yeah. I totally need that.
What's happening to the World right now?
It's in such a mess.Totally.
There was this article about a woman in San Francisco who had to extend her jail term because the supreme court reviewed her case and felt that her initial stated jail term of four years was too short.
This is the most amazing part: She got jailed because of her dog.
That dog mauled her neighbour ending up with 70 over bites.
I was flabbergasted!
Well, this is certainly a two-sided thing . But the article mentioned parts about dogs being held at a higher regard than humans.
Well, I don't see anything wrong in here if you don't kill humans because you think that they are inferior.
For me, I personally feel that we should respect all the living kind on Earth.
Be it Dog or human.
Like it or not, we are all part of this world.
Everyone has their own religion ,philosophy and many, yet, to live in harmony, it's so difficult due to the different aspects of beliefs.
It's a hard question.
At times, we're like always contradicting ourselves by picking up various skills when these skills teach us to ask when in doubt or we have to live in harmony where everyone have to have a global perspective, exploratory in outlook... ...
Yet, how many actually do? How many actually live in harmony?
How do you define harmony?
By means of harmony, do you mean just staying side by side to one another and have a ' we mind our own business' attitude?
Well if that is, then let me tell you.
I would find those countries who openly voice their opinions disregard of their social status of the concerning matter they want to raise more ' living in harmony'.
Look, in Singapore, you dont find that much though. Speaker corners with no speakers.
It's more of a technologised world, maybe those corners arent that useful for the modern day like now, so I really would like to commend on our government efforts to bring it thus far,opening up the internet as an option for people to voice their opinions is a rather wise choice.
Yet, on the news the other day, they just reported how much of this option being barely used.
So, i've come to my point, people like me prefer our blogs and own forums better.
So many people in Singapore are using the net to check so many stuffs,people like my mum who check the condominium forum for the new updates everyday? There is more.
It's still a question though. A hard question to solve.
Laughs. It's more than just a mathematician standing a the gambling table to measure out the probability.

Hospitals!

Back from hospital!
Finally.
Wasn't in school since Friday.
Gosh. I miss school.
Anyway, I've cleared my doctor appointments, meaning I won't have to see them until December.
Yep. After 'O's. ain't that great?
Well at least I feel it is.
It's a bore and tiring to see doctors. Especially when you have to do this and that. Yeah. You know.
WAIT for doctors. huh. How fun can it get. I mean... ... How fun. As in .......okay. Not fun.
Anyway, I have no idea what I've missed today.
Wait till tomorrow. laughs.
I'll be a blind mice. LOST.
Nevermind. Even though i didn't go school, i managed to force myself to write 2 essays for Ms Tang to mark.
Woah. I actually did that.
Take it as something to makeup for not going to school.
But it's not like i want to see the doctors. ;D
yeahyeah. I downloaded the firefox version. It's quite fast.
Except that i have to familiarize with the buttons.
It's weird with it all over the place, but it doesn't matter.
What it does is F.A.S.T.
I dont want slow syndrome. NONO.
No WeiJian! -Sorry ;p laughs. -

Exams

Some say it's a challenge to yourself...
Hope I'll be like this for the next few weeks ;D

Comeon' Exam fever.

Prelims ended and results taken.

Seriously, so disappointed with my SS and E.Geog. English ( At first =/, i didnt fail this though. haha)

I failed it.

What's wrong with me? Cant I write any faster.?

Shit! Slow syndrome!. I Dont want it. Shooooooooooo!9 marks blank!

And! Cock-eye syndrome.

*bangs on the wall*

I didnt even see the SS venice question until the teacher said stop and put your pens down.

My heart sank. =/

This is call: Professional

I was so totally prepared for the essay question on Venice since I know my source-based aint that great.

So I empty-mindedly did on globalisation, which I prepared nothing but only a few mintues before the test.

I suck at source-based, that's why essay is my saviour. Bascially to know how bad i am in my source-based just look at the marks. -duh!- ==

But well, i scored higher on something that I prepared last mintue than something i've always been practising on for all this while.

And! prelims is there only to let me find that it aint my saviour due to my carelessness.

No. Perhaps it is.

Wait. I should just go find Ms tang and seekfor help for my source-based. seriously.

E Geog. It's Even better.

Setto doesnt want to give me marks.

Effectiveness of river protection.

Hur. I wrote gabions and stuffs. Guess. It 0 marks.

I wrote 1 full page. Okay. so it's not about quantity but it's quality.

Besides, she wrote," What is Gabion?"

I.was.stuned. Comeon. check the textbook, it's in there.

It's like what they always say.

So... ... I have to explain what is gabion before I can continue?

I so learnt my lesson.!

This is never going to happen another time.

English.... hmmm.

When i got to know my marks, i was disappointed.

Yet, when I heard Mr Lam say the marks, I didnt feel that bad already.

I mean, our class together didnt do too well.

and many failed, so... ... look on the bright side people. ;D

Since i didnt, I am to be disappointed but not in front of them.Some already feel bad enough.

Cheer up and look forward. The O level SHOULD be and WILL be better (; Smile!

Since Ikindof found my motivation.

I will work towards it.

I know it's a very difficult path. But i dont care, I still want to try.

At least I knewi tried. ;D

So random. But suddenly feel like dancing.!

DANCE. i wanna dance!

Long Long Way...

I've A Long Long Way to go.Wake up.

Today's Lantern Festival!

If you want, then Mooncake festival.

And tomorrow's school. The dreaded day!?!

I sorta found my motivation. And i'm seeing it everyday.

I'm contented. ;D

Bring It On; Natural Vegetation.

- Equatorial Rainforest.

- Monsoon Forest.

Smile Always (:

What a Day~

Some Random Picture First! (:


Dean wrote this.! It's blurry!It's sweet but yeah. What else can your friend say anyway. ;)

Orange bed! -loves!-

It's Daim's Week!

YAY!

I'm totally addicted to Ikea. Daims and the new furniture I saw today.

It's not mine now. But it'll be, for the furniture. *laughs hysterically*

Today, finally, i got out of my study mode and accompanied mum and dad, with my brother, to IFC.( International Furtniture Mall)

Please tell me I'm wrong, but i think they are pretty excited about the move-over to the new apartment next year.

Well, i dont see any harm in it though. The thing is that I benefit. *laughs hysterically-again-*

No more 3 storeys to walk around. No more ups and downs around the house. Never!

And what comes about is:

1. You have a shopping mall beneath your house. ( It's great!)

2. You can get to popular anything you want, even before the day of exam.

3. You can go swimming anytime you want.

4. Gym? yeah.

5. And the house is SMALL!

I know people always dream about big, huge houses where you can have anything and everything.

Swimming pool to pool room. Yeah it sounds great.

But it doesnt when you have to do all the housework and stuffs.Trust me, you won't like it.

That's if you donnt have a maid.

My family doesnt like to have a maid. It kind of like invasion of privacy(?). yupp.

So, small houses are my kind.

If I get to choose, I'll choose central area. It's not that i get to go shopping and all but i like the environment. Not the noisy ones, but the calm ones. yeah.

So today,we walked around a few furniture malls and I have to say that it's nice taking a walk with your family once in awhile. (:

I saw the orange bed and i was shrieking in joy.

If you dont understand the picture above, then lemme explain.

The table at the far back is actually a movable table and you can just bring it all the way to the bed in front of you.

It's so cool?

Dad says my room will be full of custom-made stuffs. And I'm happy. haha.

What can you do? I'm used to big bedrooms and i like to dump stuffs around.

Toys, books. everything. And i like to decorate with my drawings. XD

So it means that my new room has to have furniture that has save-space concept.

If not, i doubt i'm able to place all my things.

This week, i'm totally into biology.

After what Mrs Ng said about the expectations of our class and each of us carrying a high percentage and what not, it kind of freaked some of us out.

Imagine, since you are holding a high percentage in the class of 23 or so, and if your grades arent well, you'll be the one pulling everyone down.

Yet, I think we shouldnt be studying beacuse of that huh?

But! It just rings in my mind when ever i think of biology.

Ugh. This sucks.

School. exams. O level.

This is the first time i actually got so into it.

First. i mind you.

Anyway, prelims' continuing next week.

My birthday as well!

But if you ask me whether i'm excited i'll say no.

I think many will forget since the exams got them crazy.

Most importantly, the results will be out before my birthday.

How great. An early birthay present.

Shant whine further. Maybe I should just hope my results will be a great birthday present huh?

That should be enough. laughs.

But there's still something to be excited.

Avril Lavigne Concert!

My dad bought me the tickets. $135! 0.O

And it's like tommorow? Gosh.

*evil laughter*

I'm Coming~ XD

School. yeah.

Tense. Intensified. Fear.

How am I supposed to conccentrate with everyone suppressing their fear of their Chinese O level results.
So, I didnt conentrate well today, or say, wasnt listening at all. Not that I know of.
Anyway, lessons are... like what 've said earlier.
The whole thing worsen when Ms Tang brought up the " we're gonna take our results' mood.
She totally did. The class was in absolute silence,at least for a few seconds.
I wonderghow the higher mother tongue studentsfelt seeing us take our results.
To me, i already had in mind it's should be a B3. Consider the fact that the oral question wasnt easy for me, especially that particular one i did.
Fancy saying that recent topics won't be out. I got tricked uh! So i wasnt prepared for it.
And Shirui? She was saying how difficult it was , then she repeated what she said to the examiner to us.She call that difficult when what she said was like something she expected.
Can she like feel how is it like for the others?
I don't know, people nowadays just say this and this,yet never true to what they said.
At least for her.
Nevermind, i got over with it since that's how she is. Everytime, not just once.
That's why i dread talking about exams with her. Well, i try my best not to.
Anyway, yeah, i got a B3. Wasnt suprising to me. I was expecting that anyway.
Yet, i felt emotions being suppresed within me after i got my results.
I was trying my very best not to cry.
I knew it wasnt because of my results. I seriously knew it.
It was because Mdm Taysaid " 开心了哦."
For that moment, I shun away from her eyes and walked away as soon as I know my results.
I know compared to the others who got usually got distinctions, my chinese isnt there.
But i know i could at the very least get a A2 right?
She was in satisfactory of a B3 for me. I'm utterly upset with her.
Also, partially it wasnt up to my expectations.
So it's alright. At least I've another chance. This has taught me to pick myself better.
Look i bold this " I'M ALRIGHT!"
okay, i'm done.
If not, later this personwill say he didnt see carefully and ask me whether i'm alright, this and that.==
So. Althought i'm alright, i'm not alright with the teacher.
Even it takes me to retake my exams and whatsoever, I will do all her assigned work for my own sake, not cause she asked to do it.
Hear this?
okay. I'm trying my best to remain my calmness.
Yeah. coooooool.
extinguish!
bye!

I'll ignore the fact that she's the one teaching.

The Games

2 days after olympics opening ceromony...

Anyone feel the intensified mood of the althetes yet?
Well maybe if you dont follow the games closely, you wont.
But for me, i could say that i'm suitably impressed with the results of the althetes and the spectacular display for the opening ceromony whether is it visually or emotionally.(visually as for us. and emotionally as for the performers)
What was disappointing to me was that the performers that did the routine, when each indiviual countries were called upon, didnt quite persist on their energy level.
It kind of faded until China was called.
Hey I'm not trying to put any kind of statement here ,but that was just my opinion of them.
Since they're performing for such a grand occassion,focused by people from all over the world , I thought that wasnt the kind of standard it should have or so.
Anyway, moving on.
My eyes set upon the gymnastics portion instead of the one that most would be noticing, Table Tennis.
Well, perhaps it's affinity?
The moment when I switch over to channel 601, it was just there, how could i resist it when they were performing or rather competing so beautifully.
Or could it be that i was nearly like one of them?
I was in my primary school where wehada short period where our physcial education period was converted to a gymnastics class.
primary 2 i suppose?
I hope I remember it correctly.
They did some selection after a few rounds of lessons or trials- this may be more appropriate as it could possibly be what they're eyeing for-.
Suprisingly, i was one of them. A Gymnastic school? And I get to skip lessons in the afternoon.
For a kid as young as 8 years old, perhaps it could be both good and bad news for her.
Shegets to try something new yet she didnt get to see her friends.
Anyway, i got away from it since i misplacedthe important document that was supposed to be given to them. So in the end, i didnt even turn up for a single lesson.
But well, on the bright side, i wouldnt havehugemuscles and broad shoulders like them, or I may not even be in jurong secondary school today now, with so much memories that i wouldnt want to miss out on.
Moving on.
China's leading and should anyone have any doubt about that?
Maybe you did have, but i saw that coming.
I saw the men preliminaries. I thought i liked the guy from japan. He really stunned me when he was on the Pommel Horse.
Suchcleanmovements! Moreover, his single leg work are very distinct. You could see so clearly that his legs are higher than 90 degrees unlike some who were brushing near the pommel horse, well, they didnt do too well obviously.Nevertheless, he did a terrible mistake.
Losing his momentum, it's difficult to score well .
Oh! There was another! From china i think?
I fare pretty well on the parallel bars.
16.125 was his score if i remember correctly, maybe higher.
Well, did have mistakes so obvious that a - i dont know anything about this at first- know that he did one.
But his routine was stunningly amazing. Now, i didnt regret putting my books aside for awhile to watch the games. It's worthwhile.
Yeah. Disappointments here and there, but you never know whether it's the the pushing factor for you huh?
Oh! I going to catch my next round of gymnastics on the television. Oh! The tennis as well.
Why golf isnt counted!?
Pardon me. ==
Okay! Got to go! Bye!

Nations Birthday!

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Okay. The birthday greetings came late, but oh well...
This year, there wasnt much of a "SG birthday' mood/atmosphere.
Hello? Who's the culprit uh?
laughs.
The school decided not to celebrate our nations' birthday.
Well, maybe they thought they did.
By means of celebration meant that selected uniform group students brought the nation's flag marching out. end.
If they call that a celebration, then tell me, how do you weigh the importance of the nation's birthday with a scouts' or girl guide day?
Sorry if offended anyone.
I'm not saying that scouts/girl guides day is not important.
Its just that every year, you can witness how they school celebrates the nation's birthday right?
At least a whole uniform group unit march of some sort? Yet there wasnt.
If the school has their reasons for doing so, then i hope they really do explain clearly cause i feel that many students are in a whirl and unhappy. well at least thats what i thought.
I mean. look. asap? until 4pm. who wouldnt complain? ==
nevermind. It's over. I shan't dampen the mood any further.
Singapore's a nice place to stay in, but i prefer australia.
US? i wouldnt mind either.
And my goal of being a vet and going to australia. huh. I'm killing two birds with a stone yea?
haha.
My goal wouldnt change. At least for the moment.
Even if i change my mind of being a vet, i still stand firmly on going to australia or US.
I wouldnt mind the 'broken hole' laughs.
Hey, maybe Venice would be nice.
Slow pace of life. I simply adore that.
Things would be mundane, but hey, you can take all things slowly at a time.
Like who will rush you, like people do to Weijian.
Enjoy life, that's my ultimate goal.
Similar to my oral topic given for my prelims.
Why should we be too stressed up with so much things? We should take a small breaths in between.
Ultimaltely, with such a short life span compared to organisms like turtles where their life span is measured as long as decades or centuries, we live to die.
Some may say that that is a sadistic way of thinking, but to me, it could be a way or encouraging oneself.
If we huamn live to die, then shouldnt we make our lives as interesting as possible?
Fulfill what we want and die with no regrets.
The worst is with regrets. I hope i dont.
Yet an irony, we know in this realistic world, it's hard.
We may not feel the full swing of this complex world, but we're getting there.
As teenagers, in comparison to our kiddy life, in comparison to our primary school life, how much have changed?
In terms of friends and the likes and dislikes?
Everything seems to vary and at times, you just may not feel like your old self.
Your old self as in the innocent and fun-loving kid you were once.
People change as time passes by and it's also very hard to see through them.
Maybe, i should just shut this first and get my sleep.
I'm knackered! =/
Good night. Sweet dreams (:

Dance

Like I've promised. ;D

3years ago...
A girl was given a choice that she didnt choose.
That girl didnt give up and persisted on what she wanted.
She got what she wanted.
and she want to thank her friends who helped her and kept her going all along
Without her friends and family, she would be a hollow shell without the pearl ,of no value.
2years ago...& 1year ago
She was dancing with her dancemates and seniors.
Sharing&treasuring every moment she has, trying to make the best out of it.
Perhaps it may not turn out to be what she wanted.
Perhaps it may be just a dream come true at times.
There, came the batch of seniors who stepped down, and there went her being the co-welfare coordinator.
There came the SYF dance practices, and there went the SYF dance performance.
Everyone was in disappoinment. So was her.
That wasnt what she wanted, so were they.
Or... 'Is it that we set the goals too high?'
Or... 'Is it that the judges were biased?'
Or... 'Is it that we didnt do well enough? But... I knew we did!'
Maybe that's just to console oneself.
Perhaps that was just to make her feel better.
But if that was to console herself...then...
'Why did we get invited to the SYF opening ceromony?'
'Why did we get invited to perform for Ballet Under The Stars?'
'Why did we get represent Singapore to perform for the Suadi Arabia Scholars for their welcoming dinner & many many more...?'
Well... I didnt know how to answer her. Perhaps she was right.
There came another batch of seniors who stepped down, and there went her being the Chairman of dance.
This year.
She stood with her dancemates.
They saw many differences.
It was her most important year.
She knew she was knackered yet she knew she had to hang in there.
At times the paintings she had in mind hanged askew on the piece of wall that was brushed white and everyone was there to adjust the painting back in place.
She wants to thank every single one of them.
She meant it. Or rather, she means it.
Not long later, like her seniors, she stepped down with her batchmates and a new batch of commitee is formed.
Then, she realised she adores her time with them.
She adores the time she gets to perform on stage.
She realised how difficult it is for her to hold back her tears when she knew that her friend cried because her batch is stepping down.
Yet she did hold it back.
She realised it was also hard for her to come to senses that her usual tuesday and friday cca routine ends and is overtaken by her school curiculum.
It was difficult for her as well to not think of dance on tuesdays and fridays but studies.
She knew she had to overcome it somehow and she's trying her very best.
To her, dance is therapeutic.
Here leaves her thanks to many many people.
Teachers, friends and family.
Thanks!

Thank you everyone.
I love you guys. ;D

Whuuta day~

Today was...
Fun in a way that i we had our "name" hand-madeeeeeeed?
laughs.Such irony.
Specially made by me!HuiRong and Kaien!
Yeah! We rock! =x
Laughs.

Oh god! I love you!
Im going golfing with dad and brother tomorrow.
And i'll look like an idiot with that long-lost friend- if your're wondering, its the the golf club - that i didnt touch for years.
laugh at me! =/
no. i'm laughing at myself! hahahahhhh!
I'm so darn an idiot now. rahhhH!
I think I'm trying to make myself feel a little better. What's the harm anyway.

People around are like!?!
How many did we see at the taman jurong greens? Four? Five? I suppose! Idk!
Hahaha! Maybe it's time to get used to it. Perhaps I'll see it more often in future.
ugh. I hate this. anyway.

My Laptop is back!
In good working condition~
i've downloaded the private server!
OK fine. not meeee!
and dad did it personally for me?! hahahhh! It's lame, i dont deny.
But hey, it's my way of relaxing. hohoho. It makes treasure my time with it since school's rather hectic. okay. mundane it may get.
Nevertheless, Life still have to go on. oh ya!

I want my precious sleeping hours.
Ohman. LIke how many days in a week do i get to sleep well. NONE.
even weekends.
i may sleep at 2am and wake up automatically at 8am!
Wth is wrong with me!. i wantmy sleep!
Now myfriends are saying my mum look young.
And what's with her claiming me old,resulting in the fact that people think she's young!
?!!#%
lol.?
hahahh!
No lurh. Mother i believe you did a good job in keeping your skin smooth and supple. yeah.
- i hope so- =x
Anyway, she's funny. She think she is.
i think we are. Let's say i'm not in the best condition todat. I'm mad! =/
Gotta go!

Dad's coming back!

Dad's coming back! oh so excited I am!
I've food. ! Chocolates!
I've new memory card.
And most importantly. i have my dad to drive to me school from now on again.
I so miss that! =/
I'm about to leave for Changi Airport!
Ohya. On a note, yesterday, we announced the new dance commitee already. finally!
shall update on more later! bye! (:

Let's talk about goats

Let's talk about goats today. =/

Domestic Goats:
Well, domestic goats are a subspecies of a wild goat Southeast Asia as well as the Eastern Europe- if i remember correctly-
Anyway, they are cateogorised into a few breeds.
1.Feral
2.Fibre
3.Dairy
4.Skin
5.Meat
6.Companion.
They are similar to cats. Intelligence and curiosity somewhat makes them unique.
Have you seen goats that can climb in precarious places? ( watch discovery channel!) -laughs-
That makes them intelligent. With any wrong move made, it'll defintely bring pain, in worst cases, a painful death.

So now i know that goats are clever beings. They have Soooo many different species! Living beings are wonders! It just inspire me further. Nevertheless, despite them being clever and such, i dont see this in the special one we see? Thus, not all goats are clever. Just like human, there's always a line drawn between wise and not so wise. So, i dont blame goats that are not wise, they just need people to teach them thats all.Goats. so cute!

Times together

" Meanings, moods, the whole scale of our inner experience finds in nature the "correspondence" through which we may know out boundless selves"

-start-

I was just a ne coordinator of my class when i was in sec 1.
I was just a welfare coordinator of my class when i was in sec 2.
I am a councillor by the end of sec 2 year.
My first camp as a councillor- Sec 1 induction camp 2006.
Then, I got my one and only junior badge.
My first job, Sec 1 registration where i counted loads of money.
Then, i got my one and only tie.
I loved my holidays. With only a few of us and always that few who came back to do ushering.- Bursary Award ushering and many etc.
I miss the times the few- new- of us went to nacli camp with the sec 2s.
I miss the times we sat down together during the nacli thanking the -whoever- for giving us the food! -lol-
I miss the times we sat down and gossiped abit, laughed about. and laugh at my dumbness&slowness.!
I miss the times we chatted over msn to discuss about the nacli proposal- old folks home, which we never did carry out =/
I missed slc last year.
I got my senior badge but our coords talked to us who didnt go.
I miss the times we discussed how are we going to get our senior badge.
I miss the times we stood up on stage, bowing to the school population beacuse we're stepping up as 25th SC
I miss the times me clare and was marking attendance.
I miss the times clare and me was taking down mintues.
I miss the times clare and me sat down to discuss about proposals.
I miss the times we went for camps.
I miss the times the first camp that 25th organised- Sec 1 induction camp 2007
I miss the times we sat down as a batch discussing how the hell are we going to solve the problems.
i miss the times when i ... many many things..
BUT! i dont miss the times when izwan and limying tricked me about the meeting for the proposal. i abhore it totally.
- laughs. i only just remembered it when i reminsice the past-
-end-

Leaders' Commencement Day's over.
It just felt like secondary school life is going to end in a snap.
The moment i stood up on the stage, bowing to the school population, walking down the stairs, there was a moment of loss. I don't know why, but i just had that feeling.
It was hard juggling with Student Council and dance together, seriously,they were equally important at times, but there was still a decision to be made.
When one was more important than the other,when one can make up for another, I dont feel comfortable leaving all those things behind for clare to settle all alone, neither do i feel comfortable leaving everything behind for Hui rong to settle. A sense of guilt? I know i shouldn't feel that. Yeah. Most importantly, Stand Strong!
Nevertheless, everyone did well. 25th Student council rocks ya?!
Only to think that all those things we did everyday were a mundane, and the next moment, I'm wearing the badge instead of the tie.
I kindof miss the times in camps, running around, contacting people, " ma'am nichole, i'm falling out" " ma'am nichole, I'm falling in", taking the attendance, taking down mintues etc.
Next time, we're going back as senior. yeah. It's cool. hahaha!

Our sucessor: Shannon & Jing Rui
I really hope that you guys will shine!. Ohya! On a note, the secretary file's a gold mine! trust me. Clare and me didnt realise it at first. It's invaluble.Priceless. Treasure it!
With Shannon leaving Singapore, it will be rather hard for jing rui. 2in1.haha!
It's saddening that Shannon just got her post and the next moment, she's leaving. It felt like, our baby has grown up and flew.
Shannon:
Wishing you the best of everything you can be despite you not being in Jurong. Don't forget that you'll always be 26th SC's secretary. Shine! (:

25th went through lots of hurdles. Where i feel that we can do things differently, but with consensus. Make sure the opposite party get our message, only then, carrying out things differently wont be wrong isn't it.? Maybe you wont agree. But well.
Once a 25th, always 25th! (:

Infomation

25th SC!
If you happen to passby or anything, good!
Reminder that tomorrow, Wednesday 16th July, there'll be a lcd rehearsal at the pulse studio.
At 3pm.
yeah. okay i repeat uh.

Agenda: Leaders' Commencement Day rehearsal
Venue: Pulse Studio
Time: 3pm
Duration: No idea

( If any of you guys cannot attend please inform secretaries, Me/Clarissa about it. Thanks~ (: )

Books!

Breaking Dawn!

I'm dying for BOOKS!
IN a single year i miraculously read like 6 THICK books.!
Talk about achievements, this is one huge one, i think.
They were serioulsy addictive. In April, i bought the twilight series: Twilight, New Moon And Eclipse!!
AND I LEFT THE LAST BOOK!
OHHHHH! THE LAST BOOK. COULD YOU FREAKING COME RELEASE?
Lets see, it's 17 more days to Stephanie Meyer's New book: Breaking Dawn.
I already placed orders over the net! -Screams!-
Also! She's writing another book called Midnight Sun. It's has the same storyline as Twilight, just that it's in the perspective of Edward Cullen!
The one in the making of move: Twilight isnt that good-looking i thought.
Laughs. I imagine him to be even better than that. And isnt Bella an albino? However, in the movie, she isnt. Oh. Well.. Where to find one albino to cast the movie?! it'll be funny though.
Then came House Of Night Series: Marked, Betrayed and the third book, Chosen. By Pc Cast
Untamed! ohhh.
IT's only releasing in like September 23rd? I'm a vampire novel-phile~ laughs
If you guys know any more vamp novel please please~ tell me! thanks! (:

Once in a lifetime!

'i feel pretty, oh so pretty. I feel pretty and witty and bright~ And i pity any girl who isnt me tonight~'

Perhaps once in a lifetime,
You get to do a musical.
You get to do a school's musical.
You get to act on stage.
You get to do the extrems.
You get to have fun.
You get to jump on a guy's back.
You get to do an hour show.
You get to learn so much stuffs from so many pros for one a period of time.
You get to go..' i'm so pretty, oh so pretty'
You get to act so ... bimbo(but i wouldnt like to be called that)- and i'm not blonde!

You get to have SO MANy friends to sms you and thank you for the show and all..

You get to have SO MANY friends to sms you to congrat you for the sucess


and get to... (there're so much things)

It's over and yeah, it's over.
Everything. No more dance, no more musical.
Up next, it's Leaders' Commencement Day and announcing of dance posts.
Woo-lah. O monster will be right before my eyes.

MANY HOURS AGO...
I played as sarah.
I jumped about and complained about my nails.
I did things that i never thought i would do.
I jumped on Shawn's back.
I sang 'i'm feel pretty, oh so pretty. I feel pretty and witty and bright'
I shaked hands with the Director- General of Education.
I hugged Fanny and Stephanie.
I presented a bouqet of flowers to Fanny.
I said,
" Huh?"
" He grabbed me!"
" Min! PLease! You're giving me a headache!"
" Yes! i cant be here! All this dust is ruining my clothes and my hair!"
" Erm hello? What are these for?"
"What do you mean?"
" Ready for what?"
"Start? Start what?"
"Special~?"
"WITH PLANTS!?"
"Gee! That was alot of hard work! And LOOK! My nails are ruined!"
" And i think i'm going to faint~"
" James~! PLease! Oh! kai. I didnt know your parents were from JSS. My mum was in class of '77"
"Hot! In every sense of word, how do they do it without any complaints?!"
" Whats happening?"
" I still cant believe they actually walked from the old premises all the way to the new premises at Yuan Ching road! INcredible!"
"We must be in the 80s!"
"Oh i know one of the songs! 'i feel pretty, oh so pretty. I feel pretty and witty and bright~ And i pity any girl who isnt me tonight~'
"Joseph and the amazing techni-color Dreamcoat!"
" Wet! Wet! It's Raining! AHHHHH!"
" This is pretty severe! Everything's wet!"
" Wow! That was quite an adventure!"
" I admire the pioneers who worked so hard and remain such loyal and industrious people. What they have done is really out of their sincerity and love for JSS"

once again...
MANY HOURS AGO...
The show ended.

I heard the applause. It was so clear and that was the loudest and longest applause I've heard for my whole time dancing dances in school and acting in this musical.
Even until the end of the show, i didnt realised how worthwhile this experience.

School was my next destination after the long hours of rehearsals shows and a short break at home.
Physics lesson was as early as 8. I had butterflies in my stomach, as much as before the show start.
The clear reason was my classmate had a classmate acting on stage last night as a "bimbo" -thats what they call. - that was me, and i dont think sarah's a bimbo. anyway~
They were talking about how sucky the musical was.
Instantly, i had the urge. To cry.
Well i didnt of course, but tears did well up. It felt like acid slowly being injected to my heart.
When they were talking about that,
i was wondering how much effort we have put in.
How much hopes we have put into it.
How reluctant and unhappy i was about this musical and changed my mind for the better only when to recieve such comments.
How much time we have placed in it, skipping lessons and all.
And most importantly, the last performance i'm ever putting up for JSS.
It hurts loads.
Anyway, I got over with it.- i hope so! haha
I have heard applause, i've so many friend congratulated me and told me i did a good job.!
And hey! Whats' more better than that compare to a small minority who can talk and not do it out?
Cheer up!

We've all done well! Mangala! Shawn! Marlyna! Constance! Anjelica! Chorus!
Modern dance! Malay Dance! Indian Dance! Media Works! Media Club! Crew! NPCC! NCC! Choir! Red Cross! Band! Teachers! Everyone!

This also meant that I wont be dancing anymore in school.
No more.
Reminding me of times that i was dancing.
YMCA. Chinese New Year. SYF! Ballet under the Stars! Performace for Suadi Arabians. Performace at Taman Jurong CC. Performace at WestMall. 45th dinner. many many more.
i shall bring this up in the next post perhaps.
Memories are the best things that are being given to us - if that's memories we want to remember.
Anyway. there are that i dont too.
They are my struggles for things that i never tried, and dumbfound.
I've come so far, grown so much. Maybe one day, I'll have it my own. Doing it independently! (:

And..
I really want to thanks those who sms me or congratulated me on that night/ next day.
Wishing me Jiayou on days of rehearsals, motivated me. Well, i think those people i always hear are Nurul and Lovell, really. That kept me going. Thanks everyone! (:
And oh! When people say that he's slow, maybe he isnt that slow after all compared to those who congratulated me the next day. Well, that is Ang Wei Jian! His congrats came in at 12am.
HE WOKE ME UP!
haha, I didnt expect him to send it, but it really warmed my heart the moment i saw. The impression was so deep that it left me tugged in my blankets with warmth.
As a performer, it feels great with such thanks. As much as a small one. I keeps us going.
Thanks everyone. Even if you liked the musical or not, as long as you came, spent your time with us, saw us and gave us a chance to present to you the JSS Journey, I thank you. really! (:

INfomation

Today's infomation day!
Here goes nothing!

25thSC!
1. Tmr's Phototaking session would be at 1:40pm to roughly about 2pm. Please be in your BLAZER and COURT SHOES. LOWER SEC SKIRT (for girls).
2. There will be ushering duties for the 45th anniversary dinner.PLease inform the secretaries whther you can make it, regardless you're free anot. Support with reasons as well. thanks!

Dance!
additional dates for dance practices!
These dates are on top of thoses days that are stated in the consent forms, it's only for those involved in the 45th anniversary dinner.
So if you're not involved, then i think you're SPARED.
Yep. I know it's tiring. Hang in there dancers.
After this, graduating Sec4s, we'll stepp down to face O monster.Then the rest will have a short break i think. *Hope So*Alright. here goes.
Thursday (26th June 2008) 1-5pm
Monday (30th June 2008) 5-8pm
Wednesday (2nd July 2008) 2-5pm
Friday (5th July 2008) Actual Day of performance. To be Confirmed again.
Take note, we may need you guys to report slightly earlier so that you can do your changing and warmups before the rehearsal starts. So please expect some slight changes in the timings.
(* i wrote them in the dance blog as well, laughs, copied and pasted it here =x)

Tmr's phototaking session would be from 2:30pm onwards. Anyone who has float out, you'll be excused.

Tired

I'm kinda. haha.
I've no idea what i'm feeling right now.
SLC's over.
I'm kind of disappointed with some. I shant say. Let it be a lesson learnt.
25th's end of office term is nearing.
And 25th! We rock yeh?! we do~ (:

25th:
But this marks no end. We're all learning. Everyone is.
No matter what we went through in camps, it's all lessons to be learnt.
Lessons that are so precious.
What we failed to do or we think that we haven't done enough, lets give our best take.
Like what mr tan's said," Your batch is considered sucessful only when the batch before you is better than you"
25th Jiayou! (:

There's 25th batch gathering!
*cries* loads and heaps of things to do. sorry!
I'm sure there will be another gathering as a whole 25th.
and i'll be there! ;D

So many things to do, so little time.
I think i've to buck up on my time management skills.
Yeh. i have to.
Talk about stepping down, dance is as well
I miss dance! - like how many times i've said that-
i wanna go dance. - pinch me-
i'm looking so forward to the 45th anniversary dinner.
Why? Cause i'm dancing.
think Positive! CCAUSE!

ITS ZHENG YUAN CHANG'S BIRTHDAY!
OHGOSH!

<3

bye~

I'm not from EL!

Days passed~
School life is slowly returning back and it never seems to get any bored to me
I mean, when you have to go back to school almost everyday, does it make a difference whether it's holiday or anything.
It doesnt. mind me. I mean doesnt.
This is no holiday for me. It Schooling-liday.
Any out of nowhere, I've been asked whether i'm from ELDDS.
Well. HELLO~
look at me during the rehearsals.
I dont look like one. neither is my english that great.
You want to understand how BIG the gap is my English and theirs?
Mix with them. You'll understand me.
Only I'm from dance for the main cast, all others are from ELDDS. Sometimes its hard to deal with their Tham and Phua's joke.
uh-huh.
You wouldnt want to know what they joke about that. Shhhhh~
But i won't deny it's funny.
It not just funny. It's HILARIOUS!
And the parody their going to make out of this musical, it makes me kind of interested in what kind of things are going in thier heads.
So~ ONe fact. Going to musical rehearsals are like going to ELDDS's CCA practice.
I think Khai Yee, Haziraj and Sheryl would agree huh.
And I miss Dance whole lots!

Talk about recent stuffs.
OBAMA 's been declared the leading candidate for the Democrats.
I dont know how great he is. But a black being a president IS a historic moment for America.
I sure hope it does happen actually.
Say bye~ to Hilary Clinton and Obama's now up against Republican John McCain.
Talk about Hilary Clinton, she really has to concede defaet to Obama.
No more political talks. *but it's interesting* =x

Well. I've got to buck up on my English.
How i wish i have a special apittude for English.
I love english.
fine. At least more than Chinese.
But hey!
I'm not good at it, cause this certain teacher teaches us oral better than anything else.
uh-huh. Sacarsm here. fine.
Gotta go! byes~
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Tags replies:
People who ask me to link: Yeah. shall link you up soon ! (:
ShiRui: SHIRUI! HEHE. and im haha. you never tag for like a million years? hahh. See you on monday!
Passer-by: Thanks! (:
Keely: YO! i dont know. I barely have time for you~ =X

Tired!~

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
How i wonder what you are~

Sometimes its just nice to reminisce over stuffs that we dont really bother much
Dreams?
Weird person. Weird Dreams.Weird me.
I keep repeatedly dreaming about zombies~ ghost~ hospitals~ I can Fly~
AND!
I can even cry upon waking up.
I dont know why i cried. But all i remember it was in relation to the dream i dreamt.
Couldnt recall though.

Im getting restless nowadays.
No kick you know?
Out shopping and fun and everything- that's what im supposed to feel
and down here i am --- no fun at all
Shirui me and people are going to kbox next week!
Hope i'm high. please! get high! ><
i really need some energy! =x
moveon~
After I went out with dancers that day, hmmm, i was supposed to meet mum.
Ended up her saying she didnt wanna go Vivo any longer.
Went lot1 alone.
Hey! it's nice walking alone, and enjoying your time once in a while.
It wasnt that bad as i thought.
i picture it to be the worst walk. It wasnt laughs
Hope i can meet up Dean and Keely! TT
I miss them. somehow~ =x

Dad's going to hongkong for a golf tour!~
1 whole week! i wanna gooooooooo
GOLF! missya.
like years i've touched that club.
kinda miss it.
especially when i see my brother doing it, i just couldnt believe how much he had improved!
I shall get him ,threaten him to teach me!
Dad's like going in july, and i cant go!
TT
nevermind, he promised me hokkaido nxt year.
After we've moved in to our new apartment and settled down in june most prolly.
hokkaido! with snow! ice cream! AND CRABS! *drooling*

now?
It musical and musical.
Shooting and more shootings . * its done though*
Recording and more recordings. *its done though*
yeah! like half done ONLY!
uh-huh. left that musical and i think my lines havent been commited in my memory yet.
uh. YET.
yeah.

Tuition later~ yeah.
byes. maple later! oh gosh (new world)! ><

Musicals

These few days tired to the max!
You know how to spell shit?
S
H
I
T
yeah. thats how i feel now.
blek.
nevermind.
everything's in a mess.
so whatever.
I'm fine.
i'll be over soon.
hope everything's fine on THAT day.
JIAYOU!
yeah. hope so.
feel so shity now~
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he's back!

he's back!
Filled with happiness.! Dean's back from Japan?
hahah! and he went back japan for like donkey years!
Yesterday , I went to fetch him from airport.
Heys! I have test today! and i went to fetch you! ==
if i flunk my bio paper 1 and emaths paper 2!
*evil laughters* you're to blame!!
" ごめんな!" laughs. i dont mean it okays. dont say that sentence.==
good friend okay~ dont play play
Chocolates!!!!!!!!!!]
yay! he brought chocolates back for me.
yay-ness. yay-ness.
Dark chocolates.! My favorite!
Arigatou ! ありがとう！
Had dinner at airport.
then when he was going to pay the bill he said,
"これわいくらですか？” -sore wa ikura desu ka- ( meaning how much does it cost)
The next moment, the cashier turned to his collegue.
"怎么办? 我听不懂他在讲什么" ( meaning : What to do? I dont understand a single word he's saying)
I was laughing hard.
Then ,i played along.
"これわいくらですか？” -sore wa ikura desu ka-
he turned further back and continued saying," 完了！两个日本人。manager leh!?!"
It turned out to be a comedy show to us!
I finally said，" 总共多少？"
Then dean said " How much is it in total?"
He cashier's face flushed!
Ohgod. totally red. we paid the bill and left hurriedly. laughs.
I was wondering.. hmmm. In just half a year, i went to the airport for about 5 times?
rather 6 times.
Considering the fact that i didnt go there cause i'm going overseas.
We said bye and home! emaths! ohgod.
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School's totally filled with exam atmosphere.
yep. And for some reason, this year's mid-year wasnt that horrifying as i thought.
At first, i thought it would be, as... ...
first, you're taking your exam in the hall. Come on' feel the tension between the whole sec 4 express and 5 normal level. [^~^]
Secondly, whole exam hall is Soooooooooo quiet. [*~*]
Lastly, It's the same place that I will be taking my o levels [x_x]
But the paper was not hard. neither was it easy.
I was, tricky. yeh.
Suprisingly, i didnt find chemistry paper 2 to be that hard and all other subjects.
Amaths paper ! It's a gone-case paper.
Even if time's to rewind back and let me take the test again, i think i won't do well.
Nevermind, i shall try harder next time.
given the fact that although i placed slightly more effort to study earlier, although i didnt complete everything, i still have higher hopes than before for this mid-year.
Bascially cause i placed a tiny-weeny more effort than year-end?
hahahhh!
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And ystd, i was chatting online with syafiq.
*soak in tears*
Jc or Poly?
This question. Again.
Jc;
Now, i'm so tempted by the A level cert. yeh. just the cert. nothing else there appeals me more than anything but that A level cert.
maybe i should just stick to Jc after all. Looking at the websites in australia uni, melbourne uni, queensland uni, the admission criteria is A level cert.
Although diploma is able to get you somewhere there, but then, 3 years. I dont know whether there's enough time for me to get good grades.
yeh. nevermind.actually it doesnt matter anymore.
if my ultimate aim's there, use any method to get there will do.
i dont care. geezzz. i've my mum's support.
Like who else in this whole world would be most glad if i really were to become a vet.
No one else but none other than my mum.
Her wish : To adopt a CHEETAH.
you get what i mean? dangerous woman.
sigh.

4 more papers left i think.
Looking forward to it!
Cause by the end of the whole exam, me and friend are going out! yeah!
kbox? kathy's looking forward to it okay~ hahahh!
yeh! lets work towards our goals!　試験に受かってとてもうれしい
By the time i get back my papers i want to say "試験に受かってとてもうれしい。”- i'm glad i passed my test-
and not "がっかりした" - i'm disappointed-

Nichole ;D