Get over it! (:

Journey back and forth to Malaysia and back to Singapore has utterly tire my out.
Well, today's the last though. No more, Nichole. No More.
Well, guess have to say goodbye to the old me, and welcome the new me. Smile. (:
Recently, I have been telling myself to get hold of myself, don't lose myself and keeping smiling.
It sure was hard, but it's part of life. Come on, get over it Nichole.
Yeah. I have to and I will.

I really hope to have a day or two worth of break. Yet, looking at the current load of work I have on my hands, short breaks are considered a luxury.
A complete whole week of mourning and stuffs, held me back from revision.
When I've come to realize how much I have left to do, I could just jolly well drop my jaws and say " WHAT?!?"
Yeah. Anyway, music is my therapy for the moment.
Of recent, I've been listening to English songs. Guess I've finally got my phone's music bank filled with more English songs than Mandarin Songs.Miraculously, my Japanese songs are more than Mandarin Songs.Gosh, all filled with Misia, Ayumi Hamasaki and Tainaka Sachi's songs.
There's this sense of achievement in me. Ha ha.
You can say I'm in love with singers who can do high pitch . I'm filled with admiration. ;D
It's not that Mandarin songs sucks or anything, but just a change in taste.
Could you imagine how much of influence Disney channel is ? Gosh. I friggin' love their shows.
Please, not cartoon. But I admit I'm still childish. ;D
Oh. I remembered that Camp Rock song, by Demi Lovato feat. Joe Jonas. This is me.
I've been listening this song repeatedly over and over again, be it Acoustic version or the original one.
The lyrics are... real...
" This is real this is me, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now. Gonna let the light shine on me."
How I wish I could sing bravely like her. Not to forget, she's pretty as well. Oh, engrossed. ~
You can just say Disney Channel is an international platform to reach fame and status.
Yet, its also a place scrutinizing your mistakes and demanding a lot from one.
Who in the world could really break out of this confined area in Singapore, limiting their potential, without moving out into other places? It difficult. In some case, some might say impossible.
Irony,y'know. Impossible consist of 'I'- 'M'-'Possible'.

Seriously, I want to try a guitar. I wonder how it feels like. Composing songs and such. It should feel quite nice, I think. But I have no idea how it works. Maybe I should just get someone to help me. I can't even understand the guitar tab online, let alone play them. Sheesh.
First, get a guitar. My first step.
Second, try to figure the anatomy and such plus the tabs (?!?)
Last, find someone to help. Anyone can? Then I can save my money. Laughs. The basics will do.
If I am really to study overseas, I really hope I can play the guitar once in awhile to ease myself.
Anyway, Piano is expensive. Moreover, no one brings their piano over with them because of this kind of reason. Please~
My piano is rotting at home. *Screams*
And the pedal's not working. Hello?! ;D
It sounds weird without the pedals. But it not like I cant live without it.

I'm getting tired of the Os. It lasts a whole month. * scratches head*
It's a torture for me. Why can't it just hurry and get over with it.
Okay, I'm being inconsiderate, I know, there are tons of people doing different kind of papers around the world. Yeah yeah. Just let me do all the complaining. It makes me feel better.

Next week, I'm going back to school.
English lessons. Shirui told me I'm one of the ten who're involved in the situational writing lesson.
Can you see how far I've come to reach a fail in my situational? From an A1 to a fail. * Roars*
It just gets demoralizing.
Mr Lam could just teach and demoralize you further when he say it's easy and such.
Yeah, it seems easy, but it's not.
I can't seem to get pass this point because I feel that even you're a doctorate in English, it doesn't mean it's easy to get your marks.
Talk about Mr Lam, he just barely pass when he did comprehension with us. Yeah right.
So I've come to a conclusion, it's easier said than done.
Final.
I feel that English is a subject that takes time. Look at those authors that took like several months to complete a book. It's not just about an hour or so. I feel that its more than that.
So certainly, I don't like they way they're testing us. Arghh.
Never mind that I can't comprehend, just let nature take its course, like said, as long as you try, even if the results aren't what you wished, at least you know you've given your best. There's nothing to be sad about.

Now. REVISION! bye. ;D