School. yeah.

Tense. Intensified. Fear.

How am I supposed to conccentrate with everyone suppressing their fear of their Chinese O level results.
So, I didnt conentrate well today, or say, wasnt listening at all. Not that I know of.
Anyway, lessons are... like what 've said earlier.
The whole thing worsen when Ms Tang brought up the " we're gonna take our results' mood.
She totally did. The class was in absolute silence,at least for a few seconds.
I wonderghow the higher mother tongue studentsfelt seeing us take our results.
To me, i already had in mind it's should be a B3. Consider the fact that the oral question wasnt easy for me, especially that particular one i did.
Fancy saying that recent topics won't be out. I got tricked uh! So i wasnt prepared for it.
And Shirui? She was saying how difficult it was , then she repeated what she said to the examiner to us.She call that difficult when what she said was like something she expected.
Can she like feel how is it like for the others?
I don't know, people nowadays just say this and this,yet never true to what they said.
At least for her.
Nevermind, i got over with it since that's how she is. Everytime, not just once.
That's why i dread talking about exams with her. Well, i try my best not to.
Anyway, yeah, i got a B3. Wasnt suprising to me. I was expecting that anyway.
Yet, i felt emotions being suppresed within me after i got my results.
I was trying my very best not to cry.
I knew it wasnt because of my results. I seriously knew it.
It was because Mdm Taysaid " 开心了哦."
For that moment, I shun away from her eyes and walked away as soon as I know my results.
I know compared to the others who got usually got distinctions, my chinese isnt there.
But i know i could at the very least get a A2 right?
She was in satisfactory of a B3 for me. I'm utterly upset with her.
Also, partially it wasnt up to my expectations.
So it's alright. At least I've another chance. This has taught me to pick myself better.
Look i bold this " I'M ALRIGHT!"
okay, i'm done.
If not, later this personwill say he didnt see carefully and ask me whether i'm alright, this and that.==
So. Althought i'm alright, i'm not alright with the teacher.
Even it takes me to retake my exams and whatsoever, I will do all her assigned work for my own sake, not cause she asked to do it.
Hear this?
okay. I'm trying my best to remain my calmness.
Yeah. coooooool.
extinguish!
bye!

I'll ignore the fact that she's the one teaching.