64Days: Bad mood.

After so many months, girl's best friend is finally here to haunt me. Ughh. The worst part is after SO MANY MONTHS.
I'm in my worst mood now and little things can get me irritated very easily.

The housing agent's here again, however the difference was : He brought his clients to view our house. Yeah.
Dad has been looking into selling the house first, then get rent an apartment at any of the Condos first before moving into Centris. And if he successfully settle this transaction, he'll move into the new apartment probably in end of April of May. Ahhhh. Why's he choosing that timing when I'm bound to miss every single thing happening in Singapore?!?
So people, don't envy me too much.

I mean, I'm given this chance to study abroad, yet, I'll be missing alot in Singapore. There are bound to be some sacrifices made by me and my family so that I could study there.
Imagine all your friends are down here. Those friends which you think they could be your friends forever and I'll to leave them behind to persue my dreams. In turn, I could be just getting further and further away from them. When people say as you age, your number of friends decreases. In pictoral form, it's like a pyramid.
There are friend that you care for, while some are just merely friends who you talk to once in a blue moon.
It's hard. I've to get down to a place where I don't know a single person and make some which I can call "friends".
But I believe if we're of the same channel, we'll click in the matter of time.

Family.
The times when everyone is celebrating Chinese New Year, which is usually in February, school terms starts for me in Murdoch. When the whole family is sitting down here,in Singapore, celebrating this occasion, while missing me, I'll be missing them too. Imagining all sorts of hilarious stunts and jokes they could place out while dining.

When I talked to mum and dad, I asked them about their experience studying abroad in Canada. They told me alot of their stories, and those situations are hard to come by in the world today. I don't mean that it's impossible, but specifically in Singapore, it's rather hard to come by. Mum's uncle, who funded her school fees in Canada , passed away because of over-exhaustion. She couldn't go back because she didn't have the money to. What if my grandaunt... ...
alright. nothing... ...

Moreover, I'm down here resisting to blare at anyone I see right now. Those people who's viewing the house really gets on my nerves. I can't study because he'll be here any mintue, and this "I can't study because he'll be here any mintue" happens right after one another. I'll never get peace. Not yesterday, not today. It's a SUNDAY for heaven sake. Girl's Best friend is here to haunt me, I need peace and I want to sleep,not get restricted timings. I'm now here, waiting another group of people to view the house. Tell me about it. There'll be 4 groups of people in total to view my house. I'm stuck in my house and I can't mess up my room like I usually do cause they're going to VIEW my room.

I want to sleeeep!
Tomorrow's the attachment and I've to wake up at 7am! That'll be one huge achievement of the month what I accomplish it. Ughh.

64days to Perth

Nichole
ILOVEMONKEY! ;D