We're a bunch of indecisive girls and dumb as well. I shan't elaborate. I'm being dumb the whole day.
We went for Pizza Hut in the end. So, yeah. Food's just alright. I specifically mean the Chicken Haven Pasta. I didn't really like the cream. Isn't my kind of thing.
I've to get my butts down and STUDY!
All these while, I'm busying with the vet attachment and I value every single day and time which I get to rest, which is my Tuesdays, Thursdays, Saturdays and Sundays.
Great. I've so many days to rest, yet I always get the feeling of not enough rest. Perhaps my internal clock just works at the wrong timing. D:
But well, I got to finish up Atomic Sturcture and Chemical Bonding these two chapters, sooo... ... I think it's alright huh?
This 2 chapters are big. Big enough to be the first chapter for my Chemistry syllabus I have there. *Groans*
Alright. Tomorrow's attachment day again. Oh. Friday's the day for A level grads. Ahhh.
Lucky I don't have to go through all the various subjects which I don't need.
I mean, Econs? No need.
Chinese? No need.
H2Maths? No need. [I just realised! Stupid me. I'm taking Applicable Maths which mostly H2 maths don't cover. It's kinda weird and difficult! D:]
Physics? No need.
Great. I dont have to touch on so many extra ones. Even with my subject combination and if, I mean IF i don't qualify for Vet Science, I'll do Animal Science then. Arghh. D: D: D:
And the subject combinations required for entry are the same, just that the results defers.
I'm happy. Well, just for now though.
I browsed through a few spree sites. And Kke sent me this Supre Website where their stores are located at Australia. Then for a sudden, a though just came to me.
Stupid.
I'm going to Australia. And I kept browsing at those sprees that those spree-ers are ordering from Australia. Stupid me.
They have a few stores in Perth. So I'd just go down when I'm there. Hey before I'm back from Perth, if you guys want anything from those stores, I could get them for you alright! Haha.
No extra charges lah!
Take it as a gift cause I absorb the handling and shipping charges. LOL
So mad.I'm mad.
But I'm serious. I mean, if you come across this item and its in PERTH, then I could get you one.
Mind you. PERTH I mean. If it's Victoria, I can't get it! lol. It's Brisbane and etc etc, which is like some distance away from Perth.
Cause I need to get some stuffs for Mum, Dad and Ryan and some friends too when I'm back. Hey,I'll bring soveniors alright! So don't moan. :s
But I'm not there yet. Darn. Why am I getting so excited already. I'm actually fearing as the day approaches.It's back again. I mean the fear. After the Malacca trip, I'd have 20 plus days left. Which is like FAST.
I'm afraid I'll be homesick. Friend-sick. and JSS-sick. Argh.
I kind of miss the times back then. The thought of me in a total foreign country... ...
without my comfy bed to be on
without my Mum and Dad to talk to and tell them what had happened at school verbally
without the quarellings I'dve with my greatest brother, Ryan
without my cats and dogs to care for and look after.
without my friends to accompany to watch movies.
without my friends to eat out with me
without my friends to watch all the ballet shows at esplanade and many more.
I'm actually enjoying my whole time here, but until Alvin called and told me to prepare some questions to ask Holly, a Murdoch University Representatives.
Dad's unable to make it cause... ... he've a golf session with Unlce Robert(s) [Cause there's 2 Uncle Robert]
And this Meet-up had been confirmed some time ago. Ughhh. How can he do that to me. Letting me face Holly all alone.
At a age of 16, people would say hey, you're young.
But everything just doubles up when you tell people you're 17.
Responsibility doubles.
People who go to Poly would no longer consider as 'student' where they get the 'adult concession' treatment.
I'm just 17 and talking to the representative all alone without my dad to bring up some questions as I think through want do I actually want. Yes. I'm still a dad-dependent girl.
I've to change. Although I still need his shoulders, but regarding certain things ,I think it should change from a ' What to do Dad?" to a " Dad, perhaps we could consider this."
Hey. You guys out there who are taking your A Levels next year would be doing next year alright!
I meant talking to the Uni Rep. Well, some choose not to. But still, I'm choosing a foreign country's University. So everything should be asked to gain some proper knowledge.
Really have to thank Alvin loads. Perhaps the point of this whole talk with the rep is to make me be more firm with my dream. I think it is.
At least it helps with the decision making for my college subjects.
And yes people, I get to choose what subjects to take when I at the college itself. I don't have to decide now. So great.
I'm all prepared. Comeon' Holly.
Shit, I just remembered I've got the Murdoch College meet-up with the College Rep.
Ughh. Once again, another set of questions to prepare. I'm like going for a battle against important people and everything've to be ready before I go.
Haha. weird.
Moreover, ShiRui's accompanying me there too!
People interested can go too!
It's a Suntec Career Exhibition. I think they have something like self-analysis for you to do. I think so only alright! They'll have you to analysis what jobs are suitable for you according to your personality after you complete a set of questions. Well, they had that for the Australian Open Day though. Not sure about this.
But if y ou're really interested, just to inform you that they have this to let people understand their interest and etc. So perhaps you guys can drop by to gain some knowledge and further strengthen yourself and come up with a firm and confirm desicion before you do your A levels next year. I mean, the earlier the better. At least you have a goal to aim for or something like that.
Having a goal is easier. I mean, at least you know what you want. If you tried your best and you can't get in, then try other alternatives.
The Autralian Open Day have taught me quite some stuffs.
For instance, if you want to get into this particular course, but your Alevel grades can't get you in, and if you're very determined to get into that course, then research on the units of study for that course.
Next, find and choose another course which have the very similar units of study and do uber well for your course that you've been allocated.
Well, at least you have a chance of transfering to the course you once aimed for.
Like I've always believe. There are alternatives. As lifes goes, we meet various people and situations where we detest, but alternatively, we can sort it and find a way out for the better. So believe and dare to aim. Even if you don't get what you want, You know you've tried. You know you're persistent and try other ways to get it.
I don't believe in letting go. It's very hard. I was telling him. Letting go is hard. Maybe try accepting that you once had it. Accept that you're once in love. Although you'll be scared to love for another, but at least you know you're not escaping.
Not like I was at least.
Alright. So emotional. D:
Cheers people. Don't give up.
48days to Perth
Nichole
ILOVEMONKEY! ;D
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