Sleepless nights

First, I'm waiting for that day to come in anxiety.
My sleepless nights. I can't even concentrate on the dance that I'm going to perform on the 30th and the 31st.
I really have to get myself going. It may be my last time this year. I've to do because I have to and I totally resent this thought of mine. What have I been thinking. Yet, I know I have to place this down once and for all. Maybe like what queenie said, I've to, at the very least, maintain what I have now.
But, I don't want. I just want to dance, not perform. But I do like the satisfaction I get after each performance. ughhhh.I'm drowning.

Never mind that for now. I've to concentrate on this performance I have now, which I doubt I could though. My sleepless nights and the all these are piling up. I'm kind of tired out by it. But enjoy Nichole!
I must hurry get that monkey and relieve some stress! woohoo!

Going to meet kaien later at town! Actually I cant wait. Cause, I want to hurry get to fareast and search for Mp4 or some other things. And lastly, get her to go crazy and take pictures. I'll try! (:

I've 82 days left.

Nichole
ILOVEMONKEY! ;D