Loves forever.

He's cute isn't he? hahah! My very own cat. Tabbi.
Love you lots! ;D

Sleepless nights

First, I'm waiting for that day to come in anxiety.
My sleepless nights. I can't even concentrate on the dance that I'm going to perform on the 30th and the 31st.
I really have to get myself going. It may be my last time this year. I've to do because I have to and I totally resent this thought of mine. What have I been thinking. Yet, I know I have to place this down once and for all. Maybe like what queenie said, I've to, at the very least, maintain what I have now.
But, I don't want. I just want to dance, not perform. But I do like the satisfaction I get after each performance. ughhhh.I'm drowning.

Never mind that for now. I've to concentrate on this performance I have now, which I doubt I could though. My sleepless nights and the all these are piling up. I'm kind of tired out by it. But enjoy Nichole!
I must hurry get that monkey and relieve some stress! woohoo!

Going to meet kaien later at town! Actually I cant wait. Cause, I want to hurry get to fareast and search for Mp4 or some other things. And lastly, get her to go crazy and take pictures. I'll try! (:

I've 82 days left.

Nichole
ILOVEMONKEY! ;D

So Many Things ti be done!

This going to be another short post! hhaha!
My mum's cousin is coming over today. Though she's my mum's cousin, I still call her aunt though, it's easier.
Anyway, I've been painting the gate and cleaning the car porch these few days.It sure is a tiring thing to do. But, it's Chinese New Year! So I'm more excited than that.
So, my aunt's arriving very very soon. I've to get prepared and stuffs~

Bye!

I've 84days left.

Nichole
ILOVEMONKEY! ;D

New Year's Coming~

So many things happened today. I shall post them all tomorrow or another day.

I've 86days left

Nichole
ILOVEMONKEY! ;D

'Must Do' List./ 'Want To Do' List

What to do? What to do?

And here's my 'Must Do' list:

And here's my 'Want To Do' list:



It's like so blury and all . but it's okay! ;D
Anyway, I want something like this!

But! I realised it's from China, so I fear for the quality of it.
Yet, the blogs are selling it at around 60 bucks range. So I might consider it, considering the fact that it's quite worth the money. (Cause firstly, it's China-made, so it's cheaper, secondly, it's wide screen!)
Although I fear for the quality, I'm so attracted to it's 3.0 inch wide screen. Especially when it doesn't have too many buttons on it.
I've make up my mind!
Okay. Maybe I shouldn't buy... ...

87days left.

Nichole
ILOVEMONKEY!

Wait. Again!?

Yeah. See my blog post? 'Wait. Again?'
'Wait' as in 'Wait. I did it again.'
'Again' as in ' Shit. I'm pissed once again'

Let me announce this to the whole world.
I lost my wallet.

Great. Saw that? Never mind. I'll make it bigger then.
I LOST MY WALLET. AND I JUST BOUGHT THAT WALLET ,WITH MY IC, EZLINK CARD,MONEY & MY ATM CARD INSIDE.

Okay. that should be big enough.
Anyway, all the things that should be settled are settled,except my IC.
I've to head down to the ICA building tomorrow to get a replacement.
My parents were entertainment to me even at that kind of situation.
When I told my dad I lost my wallet, he went ' Oh. You lost your wallet.(long pause) HUH!?! you LOST your wallet?!'
' Yeah. We went in that shop with alot of China woman in there you know? I think lost it there'
' Okay.Let's go ' he said.
'Go where?'
" Oh. Go home."

Then my mum went ' Lost wallet. Then what to do? Make police report? Oh no. Hurry call your uncle, ask him what to do!"(My uncle is a policeman by the way.)

So that was my parents.
That was still alright. Then, I went back to the shop and asked the Chinese sales lady whether she'd seen my wallet.

Me: "Hi. Did you see a black and white wallet being left behind in the shop?"
Saleslady: " Wate? I dong know" (Ps: What? I don't know)
(Long pause) * I was trying to figure out what is she saying.
Then I repeated slowly "Did you see a black and white wallet being left behind in the shop?"
Saleslady: " Wate? I dong know."
*Then I finally understood*
Me: " Can you help me ask your colleague whether they saw it? "
Saleslady: "Wate? I dong know."
Me: " 你是否看见一个皮包遗留在这？”
Saleslady: " Wate? I dong know."
Me: (Gave up and asked her colleague) " 你是否看见一个皮包遗留在这？”
Saleslady's colleague: " Huh? Wate?"

I gave up right at that moment. Yeah. 'Wate? I dong know" That's all she could say. Even when I tried my very best to speak in proper mandarin so that she could , she gave me " Wate? I dong know" If she didnt see it, then say no. What's with the I Dong know.
ughh. I'm pushed to the maximum today. I've totally no mood to play any games. Perhaps I should. It's a way to relieve all these poor mood for me.
Great. Shockwave. Here I come!

I've 88 days left.

Nichole

ILOVEMONKEY! ;D

89 days left.I'm counting.

Pissed. Once again.
I left my freaking phone on my Dad's car. Great. So no one can contact me.
Wait. To be exact, they cant get to me. I decided not to go down to town since my phone's not with me ,and mum will be panicking since she's unable to contact me. So why not stay at home and sleep. I needed that anyway.
I miss my phone already. Perhaps because of the friends who sms-es me everyday and those new friends I've made during this holiday which made me miss my phone. In other words, I miss them.
Shit. It's just only one day. Really can't imagine if it's more than that.

Yesterday, I just couldn't get to sleep. It's hard. I only got to sleep at 6am and woke up at 9am. I'm seriously shocked when dad sent the iternary to my inbox. I was stupidly worrying about all those stuffs for the whole night. Even when I mention about this exact moment, hell yes, I am still not out of shock. I've read alot of blogs yesterday and today, just to get the feel of what to expect.
Anyway, it's like my dad's way of doing to forward me all those related stuffs. He knew I needed all those and most importantly, to get me prepared.
I'm still like a baby depending on them. Arghh. Got to get that out of me. And not forgetting,
I need to emphasize this. I'm still IN SHOCK! It's 89 days and I'm counting.

So, I'm going to Jurong Point to meet mum later. Have to get the books from popular to charge me up for that. I need to studyyyy!
Well, Dad was saying that I could attend JC1 tuition first or something? Yeah,it's similar. Perhaps I needed that. But for now, what I need is myself. Extra help comes in later. Self-study Nichole!

GOD BLESS ME.
MONKEY BLESS ME.
DOG BLESS ME.
CAT BLESS ME.
EVERYTHING BLESS ME.

Wait. I'm blessed. (:

Nichole
ILOVEMONKEY! ;D

P I S S E D

Okay. I know know I'm pissed.
For what reason? Ask god.
Why? Ask god.
Who made you pissed? Ask God.
When you got pissed? ASk GOd.
Whoever made you pissed really made you pissed right? ASK GOD!

GO ASK GOD! Whatever God you have.
I don't know. I'm just pissed when I heard it.
Oh yah I bought this shirt today. I perfectly conveys my message.

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Now go away!

Nichole
ILOVEMONKEY! ;D

So Fast!

Dad called me to get to his room. I wondered what happen.
To my horror, the screen of his computer was ...
He's booking the ticket! He's so damn fast, I'm not ready for this. I'm totally not ready.
I'm still in my honeymoon period mood.
I wasn't feeling the tension until now. This right moment! I need to relief stress tomorrow!
Which means... STARBUCKS HERE I COME! ;D

So I've planned it all out. First, I'm going to Borders then to Kinokuniya, then off to Starbucks to enjoy life. Woohoo! After that, I'll meet mum and Ryan if time allows, otherwise, it's library for me.
Great. Set. I'll sleep till noon. So don't wake me up people! ;D

The First Step to Everything.

When we often talk about you being 'you', it's hard to imagine,especially when you aren't 'you' or whe you seldom see yourself. I mean, 'see' as in literal.
Talking about most of your time looking at the others, while you're just spending a few minutes or just a few seconds to make sure everything's fine on yourself.
Hah! Consider that a thorough check.
It's just so random ain't I? I when to the Popular today and browsed through a book. It's about self-image,confidence and sorts. (Hey! be sure to take alook at the self-enrichment shelves there! It's rich!)
Anyway, they were talking about you seeing yourself ,literally.
I was pondering hard enough to get my head.

Take a simple test.
Close yours eyes and imagine yourself. Be sure to think of every single detail there.
Now, think of another close friend or someone that you often see. Picture every single detail again.
Was it difficult to picture yourself? I think it is youknow!
Trust me to be me.

Anyway... ...
I GOT MY JOB ATTACHMENT AT DR JAMES TAN!
My first step to everything. I'll get to start after Chinese New Year.
I get to see him handle surgeries and help him prepare all those surgical equipments before the surgery. I'm going to faint in excitement.
I'll get to learn all the different things that I don't get to experience in textbook. I'm so looking forward to it!
With all about those symptoms that you look out for.
For instance, in a case where a dog is diagnosed to have aspirin toxicity, it might experience vomiting, diarrhea and lethargy. In some cases, even disinterested in food.
Vomiting , however ,may be effective, so it is a way to expel the toxic substances away from the body provided if it has ingested aspirin 1 or 2 hours before. But always consult your vet! ;D

See! I'm learning. I took my cat to Dr James today. One for vaccination, the other two to clean their ears. I'm happy to say that I've kind of learned to clean their ears. Kind of only. Well, experience works wonders, and my cats are going to be my experiments! Muhahaha!
:x

And today, oh gosh, he told me that he had another volunteer from Murdoch University who is studying her fourth year and came back to Singapore during her Summer break for attachment. Really hope I get to see her and ask her about her experience living and studying in Australia so that I can understand a bit more.However, I doubt so since the summer holidays in Australia is ending soon.
I certainly don't want to be at disadvantage compared to those who are starting in Feb. It's like earlier than me by 2 whole months? To be exact, it's 3 months. I've less than half a year to complete everything that others will cover it in a school year. I've really got to work doubly doubly hard to catch up. With the testimonial I'll get at Dr James Tan, I'll bet I'll be more confident about myself and this course with my favorite animals.
Really hope dad's loan with Citibank gets approval! God help me please!!!
I've gotten approval from there and if the disapproval of loan is going get in the way, I'll cry.

Yet. There are alternatives. I always believe so. So even if it gets in the way, I'll work my way through my A levels. I certainly will. 'God bless me' --I'm not christian. I'm just asking whatever god there is out there to bless me.-- BLESSME BLESSME BLESSME!!!

Wish me all the best!

Nichole ;D
ILOVEMONKEY!

I'm hyper now.

As my post title suggests, I'm HYPER now! Reason being... ... I FOUND DAMN LOTS OF MONKEY PICTURES. HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE THEM??!?!

Awwww. They're cute right?!?
And how can you not love them if they're like this?

(Try emphasizing the fingers.)

Oh! I'm having monkey-craze for the moment. Hahaha! Bear with me please! ;D

Nichole
ILOVEMONKEY! ;D

Confirmation.

Right now, I have my confirmation.
So the next step is? I totally have no idea. I could just walk my way through & act dumb or, just keep up with the others and not be at disadvantage since I'll be starting later then them.
Seriously, I've no idea how to say it out, esp. to certain people. It's kind of difficult if I'm not 'high'.
Let's just say I'm in dilemma.How great is that?

Nichole
ILOVEMONKEY! ;D

Come Cool.

I've submitted my form. Yeah. A dreadful & tedious process. After this, its that. Ughh. It's a total turn-off.
Anyway, I'm blogging at such an awkward timing. Look! It's like 6:40am. It's alright if you're lazy.
I want to do volunteer work! Perhaps at Mount Pleasant or James Tan. Mum's bringing our cat for its annual vaccination at Dr.Tan's place, so most probably, I'm tagging along. I really hope they'll accept! I don't mind working for free. I'm working for experience so it's valuable okay! Though I'm looking equally forward to work (literally) & get paid. But the volunteer work is sort of like to lay the foundation right,so I'm happy enough.So wish me lucks ! ;D

What?!

I'm back.
Seriously, I've never thought I'll get that kind of marks compared to my preliminaries. I can actually hit my head on the wall.
Say I'm dreaming.

Overcome.

'The dreadful day is arriving as many of us sits either in terror/fascination.'
Well, I gather most of the blog posts starts with something like that, especially when tomorrow's the day O level results are released.

But hell no I'm doing that [Although I did it in one way or another...]. Rather to me, tomorrow is the day where I confirm all my schedule and stuffs. And, tomorrow means a lot to me in a different way compared to what others desire it to be.

Anyway, My blog post should offically start from here.>>>

Here's a re-collection...
I've joked around with my friends about the "utmost importance" of O levels.
I've sat in an exam hall took my papers that are worth some"bucks and qualifications."
I've took my O levels in year '08
I've took 9 subjects for my O levels.
I've sat in the exam hall enduring the chilly wind from the enormous cooler we have in the school hall.
I've sat for a paper that requires me to use a curve ruler & I forgot to bring it.
I've sat for my Chinese paper & I forgot to bring my chinese dictionary.
I've sat various papers and it's distractions everywhere.

So... My O levels experience ain't that great huh?Seemingly, it doesn't. On the other hand, all these meant something else besides that.Well, for my case, I could be considered as a fortunate one in comparison to some others who might just had some grim specter of death showering his 'love' over them.LOL. If that's the case, I'm a zillion times well-off then them.
So it's okay Nichole ;D

Well, I doubt I'll do any better than my preliminaries which was a totally turn-off. Trust me to get some results back then which totally make my 'exam-phobia' for awhile. In any case, if my core subject can pass, I'll be glad.
It's not like I'm expecting it to fail. I expect everyone of them to pass, except Physics which I screwed it up. That is a requirement, at the very least for something that I need.
Anyway, I've look it at a positive side. Well, that is one aspect that I'm good that though. hahaha.

So for me, I'm more towards excited&nervous then " aiyoh, nervous until i got spasm that kind one lah"
LOL! that was one erm, one AL there. haha. I didnt typed that.I merely copied and pasted it.;D

So all the best people. It's fixed ending and if you want to change for the better, put in your best for your future instuition you're going in.
With here, I'll end it and best wishes for your future endeavor!

Best wishes,
Nichole ;D
ILOVEMONEKY!

Hadnt Been What I've expected it to be. (Part 2)

uh. That performance ain't getting me anywhere. Disappointment!
Dancers for singers? You'll see. You'll see.

Hadnt Been What I've expected it to be.

Out with kke!
Thanks so much for the photos! It's very sweet!

Anyway, We've thoroughly racked our brains, drained our life out calculating the budget for the chalet.Got to say it's totally worth it. It's settled and no backing out people! ;D Anyway, everything's over already!
So, we're like meeting each another the day after tomorrow. Please, I'm almost meeting her everyday. Argh. I just can't believe that so many of them cant make it for the show on 30th and 31st! Queenie just needed one person and we had to like asked afew since one ain't free after another. Hey! It's like ' Whuta chance you can get!?!' We're performing on the Marina Float.
Honestly speaking, I'm pretty excited!
Hold on. Let's look at the bottom line. We've rehearsals on every weekends. Great. Thats enough to make me feel depressed. I'm just praying that we don't get all too Chinese there though it's Chinese New Year. Comeon. It's Marina Float. Humor me please.

Aside from that, we've decided on the Chalet date.It's final, no changes. Guess everyone's crying over the enormous hole that they will have on their pockets. Cry people, cry. No doubts, I'll cry.The chalet was supposedly to be a batch gathering of 8 instead of afew more. Budget tight people. Ya'know the'A, A, A ' thing? Yeah. It's A! Dammit. Too much of "We got married".

So, I'm so stuck with Jeff Dunham. He's friggin' funny. Just cant help being entertained by it even though I'm watching it like over and over. It's my 20th time, perhaps more.

This is the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IZjMgbRUsZM&feature=related

drive from the valley-was bad as hell
traffic-sucked like hell, drivers- angry as hell
and you-were scared as hell
parking here-sucked more like hell
so- we're in hell

They have a few more video about this guy so, give this some support and most importantly get entertained!

;D NICHOLE
ILOVEMONKEY!

LOOK!

Information guys.
O level results will be released this coming Monday. Gather back at school by 2pm.

Okay. My inbox is flooded with these messages. It just sends chill down my spine. *Shivers*
Anyway, I'm looking forward to it, particularly, not because of he results. Well, everything will be confirmed only by end of January. Really hope all goes well.

On a note, goodluck everyone! ;D

$%&*(

Okay. I'm so darn pissed off now. But I shall wait for the actual thing, it might not be true.
I shouldn't be so pissed for the moment, like what my dad said. I shall reserve some for later then. Please scram for now.
Leave me to chill.
ThankYou.

Get working!

It's a Sunday!
Tomorrow's a fresh new start for me. Got a job at Camouflage & Monday's my trial day.
Well, I went down for the interview and saw Rosy there. At first, I was kinda shocked, well, meeting someone from your school and working with them ain't easy to start with.
So, anyway, I kind of procrastinated for awhile. The thought about all my Chinese New Year period being spent at work turns me off. But... ...oh well, people who knows will know why am I working for actually.
That thought kept me going, even though I would rather spend more of my time with my cousins when they come over to Singapore then.
Geesh. For dreams& future. Sounds cheesy ain't it? I'm not kidding though. I want to live and study better.
Wish my work there be great! ;D

Next week's the Australia Open Day @ Orchard Hotel. I'm so excited to even think about it.
Shit! I haven't get the printed copy of my preliminary result slip from Ms Tang yet. I bet I've to go back to Jurong again. Well, There's dance on Tuesday&Friday, perhaps I'd just go down in either of the days to collect it. This Open Day that will last 2 days will really get me decided on many stuffs. It's a 'take or go' thing which I hope I'll never regret. But the chances are high, and, I'll miss many many people. :(
Well, keep it down for the moment. It's not a decided thing anyway.

Recently, I've been like "mai mo-ing" @ Jurong Point. :D
Actually, it's the library. hahaha! I've been reading up on alot of stuffs and studying them too. So many people are commenting about it. "it's the holidays for you, why dont you go relax? Why study?" & stuffs like that. I would just show a bitter laugh.
Yeah. It's ironic isn't? It's the holidays which I've been looking forward to,the holidays that I've been dreaming for. Yet, I'm spending it on the books.
To correct any mis-conceptions, I'm Reading& Studying books. They aren't storybooks alright!
The more I value my holidays, I more want it to be spent on something meaningful & spend it on my own interest.
So live with it people. I am ME. ;D

New Year, New Beginnning.

Happy New Year to everybody out there!

Okay. Back from Queenie's place. I'm utterly tired out now. To think about it, I'm actually like meeting kke almost everyday. hahaha! My last moment of 2008 & my first moment of the 2009 is spent with kke&Queenie. It's funny to even recall what happened on that day. Imagine a whole lot of elderly dancing on the dance floor. It's almost like a disco night with them, certainly it wasn't something I would want, but it's definetely something that is memorable. Afterall, it's a new beginning isn't it?
Bought some items& I'm pleased about it! Cheap Buys ookay! ;D
Anyway, bye.