Ughh. I lost my data. I'll post next time.
Anyway,I'm looking forward to organise that candle light dinner.!?!
Haha. It just excites me with whatever ridiculous ideas I have right now.
Shirui and me came out with something. ahem. laughs.
bye
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Thursday, October 09, 2008
Feel of Accomplishment.
As usual, I woke up in the morning and reached school at bout' 8 plus.
I was nearly late for physics lesson. Okay, seriously I felt guilty for not studying physics for my prelims. To be exact, I just barely touched it. There you have it.Thus, my name's on the list outside the staffroom. It's kind of embarrassing though, no. It's totally embarassing. =/
Anyway, I've found a way to study in the library in peace if not for those who were singing and listening to their music so loud ,I would've finished my chemistry paper even earlier.
Comeon' it's with earpiece and I can hear it. *sigh*
Anyway, I finished a chemistry paper plus half of another. *screams and dances around*
It's a huge achievement for me. Hey! It includes checking of answer plus consulting teacher plus my answers are rather near for paper 2. How great of a feeling would it beeeee?
So, we skipped English lesson today. =/
Wait. Listen.
We went and Mr lam's not there. Okay,done. End of explanation. ;D
So instead, we sat down ,or rather,stand and debated about what to wear for Graduation Lunch.
I'm pissed, seriously. I remembered someone from our class that said we'll be wearing class tee for our graduation lunch. Now, we have to prepare something to wear by today or tomorrow when they said we can't wear class tee.
It's either we never recieve the infomation and they knew it sometime ago or either they knew it recently. If it's recently then there's nothing much to be pissed about.
I don't know, so I'll just say, I'm not happy. None of us are and our heads' are aching from getting something to wear for Grad Lunch.
From our survey we did ( not really. ), many will be wearing Dress, skirts,Swimshorts(?).
Anyway, my point is, it'll be FORMAL.
Oh did I not mention about being Formal? Nevermind.
Oh. You've heard about spending $100+ for Grad Lunch.
It's $100+ and exclusive of the $30 lunch fees. Sheesh.
Guess the few of us really have to dig something out from the 'pile of dung' we have at home. ;D
Anyway, Ying Siew and me finally got something together, from my house. Haha.
I've no idea about the others, but I'm excited to see what are they going to dig out from the 'pile of dung' they have at home.
Not forgetting a day or two ago, Yuehua told me and gave an early congratulation for getting an award for the upcoming Grad Lunch.
Yeah. Thanks.
Lucky it's her not Yang. =x
An award for Grad Lunch aye. Never heard of it. I don't even know what award I'm getting.
Anyway, it's about dance or something like that.
This reminds me of my lunch that I had in canteen today after physics.
I became a waitress(?)
It's for that few seconds but yeah I was one. I served for Ms Ng (volleyball teacher) and YANG!
*hits wall. Bangs wall*
It doesnt seem like I have a choice back then when the uncle politely requested me to help him.
We went home at around 2pm near 3pm I gather.
It was early. Infact, the earliest timing. saw Queenie at the bus stop and she asked us about joining the performance next year in March. Yeah.
*jumps about*
Sorry about that. I'm glad that I get to dance again. My muscles must have tighten. =x
Gotta work on it again like before. Streching Streching and more streching.
Okay. On a last note, Help stop Animal Abuse.
Okay. It's random, but I'm not joking. Help stop Animal Abuse. (:
I was nearly late for physics lesson. Okay, seriously I felt guilty for not studying physics for my prelims. To be exact, I just barely touched it. There you have it.Thus, my name's on the list outside the staffroom. It's kind of embarrassing though, no. It's totally embarassing. =/
Anyway, I've found a way to study in the library in peace if not for those who were singing and listening to their music so loud ,I would've finished my chemistry paper even earlier.
Comeon' it's with earpiece and I can hear it. *sigh*
Anyway, I finished a chemistry paper plus half of another. *screams and dances around*
It's a huge achievement for me. Hey! It includes checking of answer plus consulting teacher plus my answers are rather near for paper 2. How great of a feeling would it beeeee?
So, we skipped English lesson today. =/
Wait. Listen.
We went and Mr lam's not there. Okay,done. End of explanation. ;D
So instead, we sat down ,or rather,stand and debated about what to wear for Graduation Lunch.
I'm pissed, seriously. I remembered someone from our class that said we'll be wearing class tee for our graduation lunch. Now, we have to prepare something to wear by today or tomorrow when they said we can't wear class tee.
It's either we never recieve the infomation and they knew it sometime ago or either they knew it recently. If it's recently then there's nothing much to be pissed about.
I don't know, so I'll just say, I'm not happy. None of us are and our heads' are aching from getting something to wear for Grad Lunch.
From our survey we did ( not really. ), many will be wearing Dress, skirts,Swimshorts(?).
Anyway, my point is, it'll be FORMAL.
Oh did I not mention about being Formal? Nevermind.
Oh. You've heard about spending $100+ for Grad Lunch.
It's $100+ and exclusive of the $30 lunch fees. Sheesh.
Guess the few of us really have to dig something out from the 'pile of dung' we have at home. ;D
Anyway, Ying Siew and me finally got something together, from my house. Haha.
I've no idea about the others, but I'm excited to see what are they going to dig out from the 'pile of dung' they have at home.
Not forgetting a day or two ago, Yuehua told me and gave an early congratulation for getting an award for the upcoming Grad Lunch.
Yeah. Thanks.
Lucky it's her not Yang. =x
An award for Grad Lunch aye. Never heard of it. I don't even know what award I'm getting.
Anyway, it's about dance or something like that.
This reminds me of my lunch that I had in canteen today after physics.
I became a waitress(?)
It's for that few seconds but yeah I was one. I served for Ms Ng (volleyball teacher) and YANG!
*hits wall. Bangs wall*
It doesnt seem like I have a choice back then when the uncle politely requested me to help him.
We went home at around 2pm near 3pm I gather.
It was early. Infact, the earliest timing. saw Queenie at the bus stop and she asked us about joining the performance next year in March. Yeah.
*jumps about*
Sorry about that. I'm glad that I get to dance again. My muscles must have tighten. =x
Gotta work on it again like before. Streching Streching and more streching.
Okay. On a last note, Help stop Animal Abuse.
Okay. It's random, but I'm not joking. Help stop Animal Abuse. (:
Monday, October 06, 2008
Gosh! look at the time now.
Gosh. Look at that ticking countdown timer. =x
Well... ... so sorry to make you feel the tension of "xxx" with me, but if you don't feel it now, there should be some problem with you. Ahem.I guess.
I am having some problems, that's why you're seeing me blogging more and more often, and have even come to an extent of placing a countdown timer in my blog.
A way of releasing stress, as well as a way to induce stress.
I've got so many things to do, so little time.
Back to school as early as 8am had proved me something.
I can concentrate nowhere. This is a bad sign. A very bad one.
At least,at home, I have water and food easily available, so I've come to a conclusion that home is still the best.
Seriously,the intensity of the library had gotten my nerves up. Oh. Not forgetting that you have friends that will disturb you along the way. Control me. Comeon' control me.
I need to exercise self-control.
Anyway, although time's not on my side, i'll try to finish up as many as possible.
I can't see my future *cries*
Wait. I can see... ... ... ... ... ...
Nothing.
Arghh...
As much as I want to do well for this O levels, as much as I want to stay pessimistic to the least, but I don't think I'll do well for this round.
Last lap, last round. I think I haven't done my best. Be it last year or this year, my results aren't reflecting on what I'm supposed to get. Guess that's the result of laziness plus being ignorant.
Even at times, that few class tests that I've studied for are those that I think I did my best. Overall, it's not well. Nichole. Not well.
Nevermind. Even it may be not well, but let's just say I'll be giving my best no matter what.
Whatever the marks that are given, accept it. This is not my best and my best will defintely be the next insituition I'm in.
Great. I've given myself a goal even before I'm placed anywhere. Sheesh.
Well, there's nothing to lose anyway. Moreover, the next one is the ultimate deciding factor to my future. haha. kiddding. No future talk first.
Os.Os.Os.Concentrate.Concentrate.Concentrate.
Good. bye (:
Well... ... so sorry to make you feel the tension of "xxx" with me, but if you don't feel it now, there should be some problem with you. Ahem.I guess.
I am having some problems, that's why you're seeing me blogging more and more often, and have even come to an extent of placing a countdown timer in my blog.
A way of releasing stress, as well as a way to induce stress.
I've got so many things to do, so little time.
Back to school as early as 8am had proved me something.
I can concentrate nowhere. This is a bad sign. A very bad one.
At least,at home, I have water and food easily available, so I've come to a conclusion that home is still the best.
Seriously,the intensity of the library had gotten my nerves up. Oh. Not forgetting that you have friends that will disturb you along the way. Control me. Comeon' control me.
I need to exercise self-control.
Anyway, although time's not on my side, i'll try to finish up as many as possible.
I can't see my future *cries*
Wait. I can see... ... ... ... ... ...
Nothing.
Arghh...
As much as I want to do well for this O levels, as much as I want to stay pessimistic to the least, but I don't think I'll do well for this round.
Last lap, last round. I think I haven't done my best. Be it last year or this year, my results aren't reflecting on what I'm supposed to get. Guess that's the result of laziness plus being ignorant.
Even at times, that few class tests that I've studied for are those that I think I did my best. Overall, it's not well. Nichole. Not well.
Nevermind. Even it may be not well, but let's just say I'll be giving my best no matter what.
Whatever the marks that are given, accept it. This is not my best and my best will defintely be the next insituition I'm in.
Great. I've given myself a goal even before I'm placed anywhere. Sheesh.
Well, there's nothing to lose anyway. Moreover, the next one is the ultimate deciding factor to my future. haha. kiddding. No future talk first.
Os.Os.Os.Concentrate.Concentrate.Concentrate.
Good. bye (:
Friday, October 03, 2008
Get over it! (:
Journey back and forth to Malaysia and back to Singapore has utterly tire my out.
Well, today's the last though. No more, Nichole. No More.
Well, guess have to say goodbye to the old me, and welcome the new me. Smile. (:
Recently, I have been telling myself to get hold of myself, don't lose myself and keeping smiling.
It sure was hard, but it's part of life. Come on, get over it Nichole.
Yeah. I have to and I will.
I really hope to have a day or two worth of break. Yet, looking at the current load of work I have on my hands, short breaks are considered a luxury.
A complete whole week of mourning and stuffs, held me back from revision.
When I've come to realize how much I have left to do, I could just jolly well drop my jaws and say " WHAT?!?"
Yeah. Anyway, music is my therapy for the moment.
Of recent, I've been listening to English songs. Guess I've finally got my phone's music bank filled with more English songs than Mandarin Songs.Miraculously, my Japanese songs are more than Mandarin Songs.Gosh, all filled with Misia, Ayumi Hamasaki and Tainaka Sachi's songs.
There's this sense of achievement in me. Ha ha.
You can say I'm in love with singers who can do high pitch . I'm filled with admiration. ;D
It's not that Mandarin songs sucks or anything, but just a change in taste.
Could you imagine how much of influence Disney channel is ? Gosh. I friggin' love their shows.
Please, not cartoon. But I admit I'm still childish. ;D
Oh. I remembered that Camp Rock song, by Demi Lovato feat. Joe Jonas. This is me.
I've been listening this song repeatedly over and over again, be it Acoustic version or the original one.
The lyrics are... real...
" This is real this is me, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now. Gonna let the light shine on me."
How I wish I could sing bravely like her. Not to forget, she's pretty as well. Oh, engrossed. ~
You can just say Disney Channel is an international platform to reach fame and status.
Yet, its also a place scrutinizing your mistakes and demanding a lot from one.
Who in the world could really break out of this confined area in Singapore, limiting their potential, without moving out into other places? It difficult. In some case, some might say impossible.
Irony,y'know. Impossible consist of 'I'- 'M'-'Possible'.
Seriously, I want to try a guitar. I wonder how it feels like. Composing songs and such. It should feel quite nice, I think. But I have no idea how it works. Maybe I should just get someone to help me. I can't even understand the guitar tab online, let alone play them. Sheesh.
First, get a guitar. My first step.
Second, try to figure the anatomy and such plus the tabs (?!?)
Last, find someone to help. Anyone can? Then I can save my money. Laughs. The basics will do.
If I am really to study overseas, I really hope I can play the guitar once in awhile to ease myself.
Anyway, Piano is expensive. Moreover, no one brings their piano over with them because of this kind of reason. Please~
My piano is rotting at home. *Screams*
And the pedal's not working. Hello?! ;D
It sounds weird without the pedals. But it not like I cant live without it.
I'm getting tired of the Os. It lasts a whole month. * scratches head*
It's a torture for me. Why can't it just hurry and get over with it.
Okay, I'm being inconsiderate, I know, there are tons of people doing different kind of papers around the world. Yeah yeah. Just let me do all the complaining. It makes me feel better.
Next week, I'm going back to school.
English lessons. Shirui told me I'm one of the ten who're involved in the situational writing lesson.
Can you see how far I've come to reach a fail in my situational? From an A1 to a fail. * Roars*
It just gets demoralizing.
Mr Lam could just teach and demoralize you further when he say it's easy and such.
Yeah, it seems easy, but it's not.
I can't seem to get pass this point because I feel that even you're a doctorate in English, it doesn't mean it's easy to get your marks.
Talk about Mr Lam, he just barely pass when he did comprehension with us. Yeah right.
So I've come to a conclusion, it's easier said than done.
Final.
I feel that English is a subject that takes time. Look at those authors that took like several months to complete a book. It's not just about an hour or so. I feel that its more than that.
So certainly, I don't like they way they're testing us. Arghh.
Never mind that I can't comprehend, just let nature take its course, like said, as long as you try, even if the results aren't what you wished, at least you know you've given your best. There's nothing to be sad about.
Now. REVISION! bye. ;D
Well, today's the last though. No more, Nichole. No More.
Well, guess have to say goodbye to the old me, and welcome the new me. Smile. (:
Recently, I have been telling myself to get hold of myself, don't lose myself and keeping smiling.
It sure was hard, but it's part of life. Come on, get over it Nichole.
Yeah. I have to and I will.
I really hope to have a day or two worth of break. Yet, looking at the current load of work I have on my hands, short breaks are considered a luxury.
A complete whole week of mourning and stuffs, held me back from revision.
When I've come to realize how much I have left to do, I could just jolly well drop my jaws and say " WHAT?!?"
Yeah. Anyway, music is my therapy for the moment.
Of recent, I've been listening to English songs. Guess I've finally got my phone's music bank filled with more English songs than Mandarin Songs.Miraculously, my Japanese songs are more than Mandarin Songs.Gosh, all filled with Misia, Ayumi Hamasaki and Tainaka Sachi's songs.
There's this sense of achievement in me. Ha ha.
You can say I'm in love with singers who can do high pitch . I'm filled with admiration. ;D
It's not that Mandarin songs sucks or anything, but just a change in taste.
Could you imagine how much of influence Disney channel is ? Gosh. I friggin' love their shows.
Please, not cartoon. But I admit I'm still childish. ;D
Oh. I remembered that Camp Rock song, by Demi Lovato feat. Joe Jonas. This is me.
I've been listening this song repeatedly over and over again, be it Acoustic version or the original one.
The lyrics are... real...
" This is real this is me, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now. Gonna let the light shine on me."
How I wish I could sing bravely like her. Not to forget, she's pretty as well. Oh, engrossed. ~
You can just say Disney Channel is an international platform to reach fame and status.
Yet, its also a place scrutinizing your mistakes and demanding a lot from one.
Who in the world could really break out of this confined area in Singapore, limiting their potential, without moving out into other places? It difficult. In some case, some might say impossible.
Irony,y'know. Impossible consist of 'I'- 'M'-'Possible'.
Seriously, I want to try a guitar. I wonder how it feels like. Composing songs and such. It should feel quite nice, I think. But I have no idea how it works. Maybe I should just get someone to help me. I can't even understand the guitar tab online, let alone play them. Sheesh.
First, get a guitar. My first step.
Second, try to figure the anatomy and such plus the tabs (?!?)
Last, find someone to help. Anyone can? Then I can save my money. Laughs. The basics will do.
If I am really to study overseas, I really hope I can play the guitar once in awhile to ease myself.
Anyway, Piano is expensive. Moreover, no one brings their piano over with them because of this kind of reason. Please~
My piano is rotting at home. *Screams*
And the pedal's not working. Hello?! ;D
It sounds weird without the pedals. But it not like I cant live without it.
I'm getting tired of the Os. It lasts a whole month. * scratches head*
It's a torture for me. Why can't it just hurry and get over with it.
Okay, I'm being inconsiderate, I know, there are tons of people doing different kind of papers around the world. Yeah yeah. Just let me do all the complaining. It makes me feel better.
Next week, I'm going back to school.
English lessons. Shirui told me I'm one of the ten who're involved in the situational writing lesson.
Can you see how far I've come to reach a fail in my situational? From an A1 to a fail. * Roars*
It just gets demoralizing.
Mr Lam could just teach and demoralize you further when he say it's easy and such.
Yeah, it seems easy, but it's not.
I can't seem to get pass this point because I feel that even you're a doctorate in English, it doesn't mean it's easy to get your marks.
Talk about Mr Lam, he just barely pass when he did comprehension with us. Yeah right.
So I've come to a conclusion, it's easier said than done.
Final.
I feel that English is a subject that takes time. Look at those authors that took like several months to complete a book. It's not just about an hour or so. I feel that its more than that.
So certainly, I don't like they way they're testing us. Arghh.
Never mind that I can't comprehend, just let nature take its course, like said, as long as you try, even if the results aren't what you wished, at least you know you've given your best. There's nothing to be sad about.
Now. REVISION! bye. ;D
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