Choices!

Had a loooooooong meetg with clare!, weiqi, joan, daron plus teachers.
talked alot!
woah. cool i thought ;D

Today's assembly talk has left me in a whirl!
seriously!. i'm so confused of what i want
so i'm a good girl ><
i did a check on the net.
poly! - biomedical
Jc- science stream?
if i were to choose... i might choose poly even if i'm qualified for JC
i have the intention to go overseas for further studies! melbourne? or maybe new zealand
but melbourne starts on canine first. well maybe i'll choose this (:
seriously!
veterinarian!
and SINGAPORE DOESNT HAVE THIS COURSE OFFERED!
OH GO D*E
My dream job!
I've found out so much of it today, and it motivates me mre
It's like a magnet telling me" heya! i'm here~ Catch me if you can!"
I'm totally drawn to it.
And i'm sure of this point!
I'm going to be a vet. no matter how. no matter what.
so i guess poly would be better since hands-on are more practical to a doctor itself
(my view though)
whatsa point of knowing the theory without actually trying out in JC for that whole two years?
pointless i guess.
All those while in the lab playing with pendulum and titration ==
My next step is to persuade muM!
dad'll be fine. he's an easy guy.
"i love you" and i guess it works so well.
><
but he'll have another parent-child talk again.
i hate those stuffs.
he'll find one day out to "play" and he'll pop out this topic out of nowhere.
hate those.
You wanna tlk? talk here now! immediately!
;D
Shirui said she'll accompany me to poly if i go. but of course, she said she wanted a different course
But i didnt take that very seriously.
I dont hope her to be restricted to only poly because of this tiny weeny promise or something like that
ultimately, it's her choice, i wont be her mother and force her.
we'll still be friend ya? maybe we wont see other much more often, but hey!
Like my mum and her ex-colleague.
once in awhile, come together and talk.
maybe during each other's birthday or somthing?
and nevertheless, even i say i wanted to go poly
maybe later, it'll turn out that i'm going JC.
anyways, both ways works the same
in actual fact, i chose poly course cze it's a longer route
seriously, i have no intention to be in the workforce so early.
i dont want to.
dad said before, university life is the best!
treausre those times.!
i think i'll miss my times as a student.
in junyuan, in lakeside, in jurong as well as my future schools
so i'm not very lookg forward to me in the workforce.
picturing myself in those white robes that uncle james tan is in now.
it seems weird~
he's old alrd, but i still bring my pets to visit him and his clinic
he's a nice guy. really.
i love my days at there. although he maynot rmr me much or something. ==
tada!~
I shall talk to dad soon.
before mid-years.
i want to set my own targets. fast!
cze i see o levels veryvery important now.
you may not see it so but lemme tell you
1. your o levels result determines which school you enters
2. if you're good and secure in JC go!
3. If you choose poly. it means either your score cannot meet with the JCs, or you either have your future job in mind.
4. So. if you dont do well, you're in poly. Then lemme tell you! that specific course you are taking determines the kind of job you get in future!
hey! arent you abit afriad now?
I'm you know? after i realise it today
i'm dumb, and i didnt see the big picture of the few words " O-LEVELS"
i think i should just work hard first.
then later decide the either JC or poly since i know what courses i want after i decided.
it's all there lying for me to grab it.
And i have to grab it with my own hands.
Do it now!
Like what mrs ng said today
IMpossible= I M POSSIBLE!
i guess that was encouraging (:
So i saw my motivation coming.
next! is to get me out of my lazy me!
LAZY LAZY LAZY!
no! BAD HABITS!
gracious. nichole buck up okays!
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nichole ;D