Cleaning wounds!

Deemed to be a rather boring day, it certainly brighten up alot when ryan said " hey! lets persuade dad to bring us for a movie" *shrieks in happiness*
He agreed witout hesitation.
Woah. We caught a 7 plus movie.
Forbidden Kingdom.
IT WAS SUPERB!
After watching, i thought i might regret if i didnt catch that show.
It wasnt disappointing. It was up to standard. -for me-
Not like Cj7 which i thought i'll be nice. ==

-spoiler- (dont read if you wanna watch) laughs!
The heaven king and queen speaks ENGLISH.
I was laughing so loud. i felt so...
Okay. You're in a cinema, only you plus perhaps one or two is laughing cause of this part.
==
But it was funny okay.
They were conversing in mandarin, and the next moment, it was english.
Darn funny.
" IF he's really a taoist immortal" laughs
laughs
LAUGHS!
jacky chan- Taoist monk (?) wrote on a piece of paper hoping for rain.
Jet Li, urinated OPENLy above him.
For a moment there, jc really thought the heaven's with him. laughs
I shant say anymore. It's nicer in the movies. Conversing it out's no fun.
Its spoiler.
=x

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Went out for dinner today.
At raffles city i think.
The hongkong cafe was. Al-right.
Yeh. it was because those that i ordered wasnt what i expected it to be.
other than that, everything is Ni-CE
tables, chairs, fork, spoon, knife
BUT 1 THING!
SERVICE. If i'm there the next time, it'll be for the food.
Not the service.
Reach-ed home. I've got to finish up my social studies homework. - i'm done with it! yay-ness-
Tomorrow's english composition test.
mid-year examination .
More is to come. and at the back of it, it shall be my busiest moment coming upp.
yep.

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A few days ago, i went to Dr James Tan's clinic. Brought along my stray cat there.
He got himself injured. Somehow.
There was this lady in a flourescent pink dress. I thought she was weeping.
I confirmed it when she was holding an urn in her hands.
sigh. Thats life. I pity her.
Dr Tan told me, A sucessful vet is when he or she is able to tell them " Buy a new one. "
Well, if it was me in the past, i may think that he's nasty.
Is it that all the things you do numbs you of your emotions?
mission failed vet. But i dont think so now.
Perhaps they loved little ones accompanied you along the way.
But they'll be always in your heart, if that's when you really love them.
Trust that they'll be a better self in their own world.
I understand what Dr Tan meant.
When he said that, it was through his utmost heart, deep down inside.
It doesnt mean that he's numb by all the operation and etc he did.
It's a form of consolation, encouragement. They'll leave you somehow. someday
He must be weeping in his heart for that lady out there for when he was treating my cat, he was filled with frustration.
It's hard to say that sentence out because many deem it to be a no-no to a person upset.
yeh.
My heart is out to you lady. May your pet rest in peace, get over it and have a healthy life
(:

nichole ;D

James Tan!

It frustrates me whenever I thought of myself repeatedly waking up and sleeping,
throughout the night.
It frustrates me even more, with the fact that i dazed through the last 3 hours of my precious sleep instead of sleeping.
I practically dragged myself to school.
It's funny to even think that i prepared breakfast for myself despite all those tiredness.
laughs.
Thank Mdm tay for that. =/
she said that researchers have said that, your brain will reduce in size if you don't eat breakfast.
I usually dont. And that's the part.
Iwondered how SMALL my brain was when she said that. =x
Ridiculously, I wanted to try whether i helps.
duh-uh.
and I hope the researches are right. If not i'll be a down-right dumbo trying this out. =/
Laughs.
I was ranting in school to Kathy that mdm tay's method was a prank.
yeh. she said we'll feel energetic with breakfast taken each morning.
It wasnt so for me today.
and a friendly reminder from Kathy: you didnt sleep for the last 3 hours.
sleepy me with confused thoughts already..
Today's lesson was...
nothing.
except english and physics, I didnt consider the others as proper lesson.
Chemistry. Ms J didnt come.
Amaths. Consulation Period =/
did a little of my e-maths paper. and. and i . and i.____
Walked home with shirui, zhihui and yuhui.
we walked into the new HDB buildings and in horror!
We shall damn bloodly hell ( w.r.t. mr Lam) lots of Caterppillarss on the floor.
Just one glance made my legs itch.
Imagining them crawling on the floor.
And no one realised until i did.
And we alreadywalk a subsentially, a near-end of building area.
yeh. Shirui was shrieking in horror.
Darn funny. I would just use my phone to take it down if i brought mine.
(:
Reached home!
Bathe! SLEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
Ohh... it was so comfortable on my bed.
For a moment, i didnt regret daze from 3am to 6am.
I WAS crazy.
Dinner. And i've yet to eat.
Mum prepared japanese dinner.
And i'm looking forward to her chawanmushi! yay!
Hope it's nice. =/

Kaien told there won't be any meeting this week.
Shucks!
and i think i'll hurry get my study mood from my dad and brother.
Get them to restrict me.
So i think i shall wile away my weekeend into studying.
yeh. I SHALL. and I WILL.
Henceforth, I shall not online in the afternoon on sat and sun.
I SHALL and I WILL.
yeh. yeh. yehhhh.

I going to have my dinner now. bye!
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Tag replies:
Kaien: Yeh alike right!? and she was really albino. oh. and dont get to see often. was so excited.could see something like the book. as if the plot of the book popped out. and there are VAMPIRES in our world! XD
Huiteng: Yeh. Studying him maybe a job to others!. maybe! HAHAHA.

nichole ;D

Nuffnang ads

back from school!
Came back in horror.
My cousin is at my room when i reach home.
And on-ed my computer?
She really knows how to be automatic in MY room eh.
She like wearing something that i dont like.
but nothing flashy though
dress! fine. i admit your body-line's beautiful
=x at least better than mine? laughs!
and i REALISED that she placed nuffnang ads in my blog. like since the last time she came my house.
She's funny.
I nearly burst into laughter. At mySELF.
I'm dumb. dumb enough to know that nuffnang ads is on my blog.
Let it be then.
I shall see is there even money for her to earn?
yeh. I doubt so. ==
money!
and i love you~ and i love you~ and i love you~
laughs!

Yesterday and day before.
kke.ht.mq.hr came my house
hr didnt come on sun.
and ht left like 30 mins or an hour later after she reached.! ==
study.yeh. study steven lim
lets get to stiu-wen lim's . dot net
hunk19(something something)
hunk! HUNK!
==
HE's entertainment!
不要欺负我的偶像Edison Chen!
ohgod!
I cant believe it's happening to me~ ohh~
I actually saw steven lim on net
Go to stevenlim.net
Read his posts.
Viewed his videos.
Geez! Crazy me with crazy friends.!

Lessons today!
mundane.
And how unlucky can one be?
Heavy flow.
darn.
laughs.
like so many people know?
When i attempt to get out of the class, i even knocked down the standing fan on the floor.
laughs. It was not even dismantled okay! I'm not the murderer. trust me! =p
Just let it be : The complexity is simplicity. yeh
English ASAP!
darn funny.
It turns my moody day upside down.
TO even think how horrific it could get today, it got less dreadful thanks to this english asap.
CEO is not a worker!
right. that's Shirui's mindset of CEO(s)
How hilarious could it get?
Bus-ed home.
after Shirui and ZhiHui left, i walked out of the Mini-mart
OhGosh.
I saw this ivory-skined girl. She looks albino.
It's weird just plainly looking at them.
I wonder how do they live under these glances by people.
I mean, they do stand out much.
But they're attention drawing aint they?
Thinking more just make me feel a surge of pity and relief for them.
Pity them that they live under unwanted attention.
But relieved that they are able to overcome these.
In some sense, they're courageous and their determination do really make me question alot of things that we dont really get to understand ,and relate them back to our lives.
Pause for a moment and think. Sometimes it's hard.
I dont know why is that so. I wonder too. Time's ticking and there goes a day
Maybe i shall indulge in my music first. and think through.
You might feel i'm not myself today. I do feel so too.

HEY NICHOLE!
i got all ...
never mind.
laughs.
I shan't rant ad whine about school and whatever anymore
At least for today. i shall continue next time!
Bye!
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Tags Replies:
Ryan: Uh-huh. I didnt die kay! Like you would more than me! EGO? new handphone so?hmph. I shall get one one day! =}

nichole ;D

Tag Replies

it's just a busy day for me.
School, proposal, contact list.
Can you imagine i'm wating for yong kang just for the sec 2 addresses!
only that clolumn is empty. it's funny though, everytime i look at it.
lol. you can take your time though. but not over 10pm please!
I told wei qi i'll confirm hand in the whole sc contact list today. by all means, today.
Sorry mr tan, dragged like thousand years.
anyways, doing that contact list is like doing the emergency contact list for slc?
it's actually the same thing, just that this one i did is a complilation of whole council.
Just wish that Clare knows how to do.
so she can help me. but she also have other things to settle.
anyways, we shall Jiayou ookays?
Clare, me whole 25th Student Council.
the time left is little.
We shall give our best shot for SLC.
Jiayou too to the campers as well. especially the upcoming new "26th" SC
yeh. Feels old now.
Like few months later, we're old. Just preparing for our Os.
and only Os then but nothing else.
Strive hard everybody!
I'm addicted to They Kiss Again.
ohgod. i need to concentrate and study!
Why do i have to find out that the show only left that two darn episode and it's end of the show!
Thanks to Shirui! ><
Concentrate!
And todays lesson was...... funny(?)
Especially towards the end.
Edmund is 80KG! -once before-
opps. and he's 72KG now!
OPPS!
lol.! he declared that loudly after shirui shouted across the class that edmund is 80KG.
funny?! lol.!

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Tag Replies:
Kenneth: You see? Different teachers. One is Ms Seeto and the other is Mdm Rani. What can you expect?
Kaien:hahahh! I also dunno who is that. I dont wanna know too!
To Nichole: I feel weird(?) The name you place was to nichole ><. it's like to nichole wrote to nichole!lol.!
anyways. thanks loads! i will! (:
lalala: == you shall remain lalala. i dont wanna know you. == and on one note. I AM NOT LESBIAN! ==

Happy birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 16th 'GOD'-ish KaiEn!
Okays. It's an early birthday wish. laughs.
Tmr's your birthday 'god'
and ohgod! >< it means you're 16.
and ohgod! it means you can watch! watch!
cries. I've to wait like * counting fingers*
1, 2, 3, 4, 5
5 MORE months. plus 3 days.- if inclusive of today-
But i'm not that desperate of it.!
It just signifies a new beginning. haha.
I'll also be looking forward to 18 and 21 years old as well.
laughs.
be happy man. it just mean you're grown up.
Although i wont want to watch those movies, it's gross.
Considering the fact that it contains lots of cannibal.
*Grossed-out*
Can't they think any normally?
Reminds me of English lesson where Mr Lam told us about these few men on a boat, lost in the vast ocean. They drew lots and ate off the odd one. and and. RAW. you know? RAW. R-A-W.
Raw human meat. I can see that many classmates were reacting to this news he told us.

Anyways, Yoga promised me a birthday present today.
It was supposed to a White Valentine Gift.
like for dunno what reason...==
But yeh. it's alright. i doubt you'll rmr anyway.
And he forgot to buy kke's present. hahahahh!
and i suggested FOOD!
haha. no more leakage. i shall make her wonder.
i wonder how~ i wonder why~
laughs
School day today is like a repeative draggy tuesday.
it never changes. practical and more practicals.
civics and moral education period converted to Social Studies Lesson.
And before that was Elective geography.
Talk about it, i failed. i flunked it.
How great is that!
Seeto's scary. She's so strict. and I DID NOT COMPARE DCs WITH LDCs for the LM question
uh-so fed-up. i didnt. she said i did.
6/15 = Failed.
She totally brought me to hell for consecutively two test.
and i had confidence that i'll at least pass or at least an 8.
Previous test, she said, " Datas are important you must include it in your answers"
and i did for this. only to find out, it aint that improtant now.
But pior knowledge is. " From your own knowledge of the sub-saharen africa ..."
Wonder how shirui cope with that 30/100 marks for last year's mid-year.
But look on the bright side, shirui improved? laughs.
she got 75% i think or something near for her previous common test.
i think i wont be suprised if get a 30/100 for my mid-year.
i'm prepared, but on my side, i'll do my best to at least know the basics.
try harder nichole. i feel that it'll alright not to do well for this mid-year.
I've the same thinking as mr woon
Our ultimate aim is O LEVELs.
So people. Dont get so demoralised if you didnt do well for this test.
Do your best. At least you know that, improve the next time.
By the time your taking your Os, all of us should be prepared then.
yeh. Cze i feel that peple around me are super super tensed up when they hear their friends started studying already.
But hey, differnt people study differently, some only can score well if they study early, some don't.
If you think you CAN, you CAN

nichole ;D

no SCHOOL!?!

lol.! i'm here blogging.
meaning i didnt go school?
how great... when i was saying in the previous post i was in school the whole week.
Mum brought me to the immigration centre at lavender.
She has a medical appt in the afternoon so i cant do it after school or something.
She didnt even tell me until today morning when i wore my school uniform and was preparing to go out.
She's queen. She made me miss school today.
and i'm not happy about it.
I'm crazy.
But school's fun for me nowadays.
At least it's betterthen to be at lavender with the SUPPPPER long queue.
Argh. it was a painstaking wait.
Everyone's in school, and it was pointless to have a phone in my hands this morning.
And it made me think why wasnt i born in Singapore.
It's so troublesome, even after being a singaporean.
And i dont even know what they were doing today.
*sigh*
Guess it already part of my life. lavender... i go there once every few months?
laughs.
well, i'm better off then those who have to go there like so many times a month?
I'm gald enough. I shall study later till dinner. To make up for missing school today.
I'm busy now. Byes!

nichole ;D

YOMAN!

It's April 13th 2008!
Yeah yeah yeah!
it's like so little days left to O levels and i'm happy bout it.
Today.
Hmmm. VERy productive for me.
It'll be not for the others though.
See lah. god and rabbit.
talk talk talk
LOL.!
and i finished 2 math exercises eh.
4 pieces of paper.
And what's most important is ...
I KNOW HOW TO DO ALL OF THEM
I'm so proud of myself.
ohgod.
like how many time of a hundred do you actually find yourself knowing everything you're supposed to know!
I still remember okay.!
b^2-4ac >0 [Two distinct real roots]
b^-4ac = 0 [ Two equal real roots. meang alpha and beta have the same value]
b^-4ac <0 [ No real roots. can be always positive and always negative]
--> b^-4ac <0 [always negative]
-->b^-4ac >0 [Always Positive]
like hohohoho.
it's like finally. and i mean
FINALLY. i remember it. hope it lastslong. commit it to my long term memory man!
I dont wanna do this again near prelims. then o levels. i'll suffocate of studyg again and forgetting so many subjects.
cause i feel that this chapter about the b^-4ac is damn important.
I failed my year-end emaths cze of this chapt. cze i hate this chapt?
so i didnt really touched it. and the paper consisted of SOOOOO much of it.nevermind.
==
But i got like an A for my amths.
What does this prove?
graph's not my thing. it hasnt and havent been my thing.
i dont understand how does my life have to contain these kind of graphs when i dont hink it'll help in future.
okay. maybe it does. we'll see how.
Today was rather fun. Went coffee bean.
HuiTeng PS us!
=x
lol.
They maybe be coming over to my house next week.
See how.!
I'll ask mum to call for pizza hut delivery!
again. like the previous time.!
dining table there. fun lurh.
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Huirong and agnes joined us later.
the cause of the long talk.
lol.!
concentrate. difficult to study when AGNES LAU is talking.
influential. and all about JOVEIN!
><
big challenge!
study! O levels! Study! Mid-year!
yeah!
Intensive studying next week.
I'm booked for Sat and Sun!.yeh
Went grandpa's house for his birthday celebration.
Happy Birthday Ah Gong!
Stay strong and healthy! (:
Ate ahma's Prawn Noodle.
Her Signature Home-dish okays.
lol.!
So gald that i've a nice family.
Gotta go. byes!

Study Mood

STUDY!!!!
I really need to get into study mood.
This WEEK!
I'm in school EVERYDAY EH!
ohgod. such big achievment.
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Saturday

I was VERY bored at home the whole day.
I woke up at roughly 9 plus.
Snug in my blankets till 10.
And unwillingly, dragged my feet for breakfast.
Scrambled egg plus bread. Self-made breakfast okays!~
Mum didnt want to make one for me. so i had to do it myself.
Decided to start my A-maths revision today.
Chapter 2- Logarithms, Surds and ?? whatever. I dont really remember
Managed to finish that chapt. yeh.
And i Start SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO early this year ? please!
2 weeks before?
ohgod. i' crazy.
nevermind me. I dont study early before!never once.
chapter 3. Determinant or something.
It's all about graphs.
Headache.
I've hard time with graph chapters.
And the alpha plus beta equals to -b/a ( Sum Of Roots)
and alpha*beta equals to c/a ( Product of Roots)
Yeh. ohya. one more formula!
Forming equation : x^2 -(Sum of Roots) +( Product of Roots)
haha. I squeezed them into my head okays~!
And tehshirui! Dont say i never study.
i got.
at least for this two chapters.
I know myself, i wont hang there for long.
it might take me another motivation to drag myself to the next chapter.
Hope that i'll hang IN there.
Yeh. In and not out.
lol. reminds me of my script
"not "IN" now"!!!haha.
Dinner was ! ewwwwwwww.
nevermind already. i bet it's in my stomach churning and churning with all those hydrochloric acid.

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Friday

Lessons ended quick.
Then had musical rehearsal.
It really taught me alot.
I didnt even felt like myself.
Talking in a different manner and those gesture.
I thought acting was just act. yeh.
But it's just more then that. and it was certainly tiring.
Standing there for the whole few hours and repeating the lines again and again.
I think after so many practices, it'll seem like a chore to me.
Repeative things rotating around me.
It's a huge challenge.
I'm rather happy that i'm given such chance alright.
lol. i wasnt so glad about it in the first place.
iwas..hmmm quite negative about it.
But anyways, it just needed time to change everything.
Time indeed bringsyou far.
Went out for dinner. The peking duck was nice!
The skin was CRISPY man!
so great!
Mum's Birthday.
And i have to pay like $50 ? Ryan too!
Dad have to pay that remaing 67 dollars! haha
serve him right hohoho.
But i didnt even know we ate so much.
ohya! the Mango pomela sago! OHMYGOD!
HEAVEN MAN! i love it!
PRAWNS TOO! YAY!
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Thursday

Continusously for two days, i've to face the test!
SPORTS.
after sec one when i was forced to run for the 100m race, i started to dislike sports.
I repelled from it after that. Bad experiences indeed.
Thanks to TEH RUIRUI! OR THE RUIRUI
I did well in my sports in primary school.
I was also in the track and field team when i was in junyuan pri.
I dont seem like one cause a bad experience a day keeps you away. eh~
laugh out loud!
The run affected me. My whole body's in pain. esp my legs.
Darn painfully. Hard time walking up and down the stairs.
and these pain reflected greatly on my 5 stations. ALOT okays.
nevermind alrd. It's over.
I didnt even bother to see whether they are As or so.
near or not. I didnt bother.
It frustrates me more only.
25th SC meeting.
Talked alot. and SLC!
LOL. in--------- night!
hahaha!. i wonder what'll happen!
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Wednesday

But i almost vommited aft that damn NAPFA run on wed. Bought a ice longan and asked the others to finish it for me. Finally when i felt alright, then nausea again.! irritating run. After recess was Biolgy SPA. Inspite all the nausea feeling, i thought i did alright. So i was rather happy with that. Went Sengkang Primary School and polished their dance. Queenie said there was pay for us. buy yeh. I doubt that lol.! Rode home with dad and mum and ate outside.
DUCK RICE ! SUPER NICE!
on our way home, started to chat about religion and all those " I cannot eat beef thing"
I recalled the times i saw the others ate beef at jack's place-- beijing gathering
yeh. I wondered how it taste like. so i asked dad.
Then it all began which a beef question and ended up on christanity.
Okay. i;m not here to insult them or question them.
But from the people around me, i just felt that they were one group of people who are totally into it.
Muslims are also!
i'm quite gald they were actually.
but down the orchard road, they'll just hand you out a brochure.
And there was once this guy handed me one and said " He'll bring life to your life"
i read the brochure and was abit offended.
Imgine you're a muslim who is so devoted to your religion and someoe else tells you this sentence.
I mean. There can be other ways of persuading people to believe in Jesus or something.
but these kind of short sentences will offend people.
I just hope they understand. to everyoe think this way.

I'm dead-beat.
Going for my sleep so that i'll have plenty of energy tmr. not like last sun
rather restless on the train.
byes!

nichole ;D

school day! busy !

School today!
First lesson eng!
and mr lam didnt even bother to come.
( okays.i made it sound bad)
then hunger totally force me to not concentrate during maths lesson. torturing.
lesson ended quite alright. obnly that i'll have to miss the napfa today.
tuition yaknow!
expensive. and to day overtime somemore
3 hrs.! i whole day of lesson plus 3hrs more.
i nearly died after the tuition.
tmr chinese compo contest
uh-huh.
what a day~
lessons! long day.
two practicals and wednesday is bio SPA!
SPA. my last round of hope!
then! THEN! just now, chattg online with kaien and lihsheng
catching up with him seems Sooooooooooooooo long never talk to him alrd
then suddenly one conv poped up!
i think kaien knows what i'm talking about!
SOMEONE EH!
WAITING!
XD
laugh die me! laugh die me!
laugh die mE!

nichole ;D

out i go!

yay! going out later.
Changi Airport. yeh yeh!
dinner. hmmm. dad said me and bro will decide. maybe i'll tell dad that i 'll skip that.
anyways.buying choco later yay!
and studyg as well =/ anyways.
i think i wont have time to blog later when i reach home
i'll be SUPER tired out.
and get ready for lesson the next day!
byes!

nichole ;D

CRAZY!

(/edited)

okay. i'm damn tired out by the contact list. i've finished it at ard 3 plus?
and i started at 12 plus! or maybe 11!
ohgod! i spent so much time doing it.

but hey! that was a sense of satisfactory!

I typed them all one by one okays.

and i've finished with 25th SC and half of sec 3s since they're giving me the info only on mon.
fine. okays. waity waity waity...
mean while, some pics that were so long ago ones???

since Sooooooooooooo long that i 've posted pics! v(>.<)v

durg east coast park trip with beijing trip peeps!

My master piece!

BEIJING!

Foot Printss!

SeaWater! ==

This's so NICE! ohgod. it's in Sinagpore okays~

HOLY LIGHT! lol!

Group Pictures!

ahhhh! i'm always outta the pic.! self-timer eh!

BF TEEEEEE! YEAH YEAH!

KEELY! wth. supposed to take pic with her. then zoomed in the cam and ducked her head. whutta great friend! =/ shoppg friend! ! hurhur!

ohgod!

I just came back from school
Whuuta waste of time!
spent my whole time in pulse studio rotting.
Supposed to makeup for those students having competition
And in the end, i only did 2 i think.
==
But nevertheless, laoyao was nice to me!
lol!. im spouting nonsense or whatever.
Anyways, i have my contact list to do
FOR WHOLE SC!
yay. mr tan wants me to compile everything together
i didnt thought that he meant reformat EVERYTHING
lol!. So i guess i'm BUSY today
Typing and busy calling all of them to confirm everything
REAL BUSY.
I wanna finish the SC contact list by TODAY!
yes. i want. and I aim!
today. i shall be infront of the computer.
maybe it'll even be on for the whole day.
So please! if you see me not replying your msg either on phone or msn,
just take it i'm bust okays!
thanks (:

nichole ;D

Dance tagboard!?!

Dance's tagboard's super packed with ????, PASSERBY, kke, yoga and me!
yeh yeh!
and if YOU! PASSERBY happens to PASSBY~ i tell you.
since you say you wont come back again and you said you were wasting your time, then i tell YOU
YOU DID OKAYS!
SADCASE ~!
you came toour tagboard and tell us how much time you were wasting on our board and you replied to us? and sort of "fought" back?
You seemed so FREE..
IM KING IM KING
So what if you say you're the king.
comeon grow up!
You're in our blog. sayg you're the king
so what makes the owner of the blog?
WE'RE UNIVERSE! WE'RE BLACKHOLE!
I bet you just dont understand your position.
You're the KING eh.~
HA-HA-HA-HA!
i bet WE THE UNIVERSE left you with nothing to rebut yeh?
WE'RE UNIVERSE! kke! you see this?
WE'RE UNIVERSE MANZ!
and kings will be stripped off if people dun like leh.~
sorry hor dumb king~
Oh sorry.
You're not KING LA
I RMR! someone sayg! " MY NAME IS PASSERBY"
Oh so you're just nothing but a passerby
ohso worthless you are in OUR place then.
contradicting self say i wanna leave then 死赖着不走
whutta BIG KING you are.
Ibet your people dumped you in your land you came to ours sayg how bad ours is
You arent everythg lurh.
and we arent also. but you're just another freak out there saying "IM KING"
You go luh go luh!
go mediacorp and say " IM KING" try lah.
i bet you dont dare lah
be the next STEVENS on mediacorp!
go the whatever variety show and say out loud continously throughout the whole show
"IM KING!"
PPL LAUGH AT YOU MANZ! I BET THE SHOW RATG WILL GO UPPPPPPPPP
and later DOWNNN
cze you're just a noboady saying you're king thats all.!
gettddi!?
dont get it?
nvr mind i dont expect someone who shouts " IM KING" a few times to get it.
CZE THAT "KING " WILL NVR GET IT!

so pissedoff.!
okay. calm down!
i'll go talk with someone else to cool down
seeya WHATEVER KING!

nichole, ;D

Choices!

Had a loooooooong meetg with clare!, weiqi, joan, daron plus teachers.
talked alot!
woah. cool i thought ;D

Today's assembly talk has left me in a whirl!
seriously!. i'm so confused of what i want
so i'm a good girl ><
i did a check on the net.
poly! - biomedical
Jc- science stream?
if i were to choose... i might choose poly even if i'm qualified for JC
i have the intention to go overseas for further studies! melbourne? or maybe new zealand
but melbourne starts on canine first. well maybe i'll choose this (:
seriously!
veterinarian!
and SINGAPORE DOESNT HAVE THIS COURSE OFFERED!
OH GO D*E
My dream job!
I've found out so much of it today, and it motivates me mre
It's like a magnet telling me" heya! i'm here~ Catch me if you can!"
I'm totally drawn to it.
And i'm sure of this point!
I'm going to be a vet. no matter how. no matter what.
so i guess poly would be better since hands-on are more practical to a doctor itself
(my view though)
whatsa point of knowing the theory without actually trying out in JC for that whole two years?
pointless i guess.
All those while in the lab playing with pendulum and titration ==
My next step is to persuade muM!
dad'll be fine. he's an easy guy.
"i love you" and i guess it works so well.
><
but he'll have another parent-child talk again.
i hate those stuffs.
he'll find one day out to "play" and he'll pop out this topic out of nowhere.
hate those.
You wanna tlk? talk here now! immediately!
;D
Shirui said she'll accompany me to poly if i go. but of course, she said she wanted a different course
But i didnt take that very seriously.
I dont hope her to be restricted to only poly because of this tiny weeny promise or something like that
ultimately, it's her choice, i wont be her mother and force her.
we'll still be friend ya? maybe we wont see other much more often, but hey!
Like my mum and her ex-colleague.
once in awhile, come together and talk.
maybe during each other's birthday or somthing?
and nevertheless, even i say i wanted to go poly
maybe later, it'll turn out that i'm going JC.
anyways, both ways works the same
in actual fact, i chose poly course cze it's a longer route
seriously, i have no intention to be in the workforce so early.
i dont want to.
dad said before, university life is the best!
treausre those times.!
i think i'll miss my times as a student.
in junyuan, in lakeside, in jurong as well as my future schools
so i'm not very lookg forward to me in the workforce.
picturing myself in those white robes that uncle james tan is in now.
it seems weird~
he's old alrd, but i still bring my pets to visit him and his clinic
he's a nice guy. really.
i love my days at there. although he maynot rmr me much or something. ==
tada!~
I shall talk to dad soon.
before mid-years.
i want to set my own targets. fast!
cze i see o levels veryvery important now.
you may not see it so but lemme tell you
1. your o levels result determines which school you enters
2. if you're good and secure in JC go!
3. If you choose poly. it means either your score cannot meet with the JCs, or you either have your future job in mind.
4. So. if you dont do well, you're in poly. Then lemme tell you! that specific course you are taking determines the kind of job you get in future!
hey! arent you abit afriad now?
I'm you know? after i realise it today
i'm dumb, and i didnt see the big picture of the few words " O-LEVELS"
i think i should just work hard first.
then later decide the either JC or poly since i know what courses i want after i decided.
it's all there lying for me to grab it.
And i have to grab it with my own hands.
Do it now!
Like what mrs ng said today
IMpossible= I M POSSIBLE!
i guess that was encouraging (:
So i saw my motivation coming.
next! is to get me out of my lazy me!
LAZY LAZY LAZY!
no! BAD HABITS!
gracious. nichole buck up okays!
==

nichole ;D

Chinese! oh gracious!

Laugh at me people!
I'm doing chinese with those sore eyes i have now!
and while i was doing, a conv popped up!
and here it goes!

(/start conv)

jaacob: u r?
Me: erm. u r?
jaacob: we both dunno who each other is.
Me:yeh.!
jaacob: mind intro? maybe i'll rmr something
Me: i'm nichole. yeh.and you'll helpme rmr!
jaacob: ur school?
Me: JSS
Jaccob: Far! mine is ftss
me: FAR! okay stiu no idea yet
Jaccob: and i'm jaccob.and no idea too
Me: Nvm. ==
Jaccob okays

(/end of conv)

okays very lame! i know
no recollection!
dumb + dumb!
yeh!yeh!
I've made a fool outta myself!
byes!

nichole (:

I LOVE BF TEEs!

okay. i'm totally very random!
i very much love long tees as well!
i saw a bag on the blogshop and want to own it!
great! and i saw three somemore!
let me see...
i wanna buy.
but i'm afraid dad'll nag at me more!
Bag 1(white)
Bag 2 (champage gold)
Bag 3
die! die ! die!.
I'm so obsessed with blogshop!
They're toally great!

school's a bore today!
mundane!
mundane!
mundane!
I find it worser than monday!
Guess the "some" things that i got to know only today had me
totally caught my off guard.
sorta not in great mood!
'god' says" look on the bright side!"
yeh!
and i'm the one who's supposed to tell her that so.
but blogshops sure liven me up!
yeah!
keep me alive man~